Posts
Many Mansions of the Repressed Sacred Sexual Self
http://ping.fm/eS4SV
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Sharing - The Magic Secret Is Giving to Yourself
MODE of Cosmic Therapy: Sharing Is Not Needing To Know How Much You Give
http://ping.fm/3ZoJs
MODE of Cosmic Therapy: Sharing Is Not Needing To Know How Much You Give
http://ping.fm/3ZoJs
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Black Diamond In The Fifth: Money, Love, Sex, Talent, Gambling, Anger (Zodiac Romance House Issues)
http://ping.fm/8rG58
http://ping.fm/8rG58
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
What Sexual Attraction is Found in a Name: Dissecting the Letters of Fire in Words for Fun
http://ping.fm/0j6dM
http://ping.fm/0j6dM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Planets Position During Birth: Does It Really Affect My Personality and Destiny? http://ping.fm/JjVFk
Friday, June 12, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Steady As She Blows How to come to Terms with Raw Honesty in Intimate Relationships
http://ping.fm/R7Nu3
http://ping.fm/R7Nu3
Monday, June 1, 2009
How to Discover and Use the Esoteric Magical Attraction Influence in the Number 20
http://ping.fm/0rMdt
http://ping.fm/0rMdt
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Who Cares? A Mystical Realization How to See through the Masks We Wear (11th House)
http://ping.fm/IOvZc
http://ping.fm/IOvZc
Natural Sacred Artistic Impetus: Sexuality Highest Form of Spirituality Available to Mankind (10th House)
http://ping.fm/Xz9Mc
http://ping.fm/Xz9Mc
Jupiter King Daddy of the High Rollers Your Indispensable Need to Win Ninth House http://ping.fm/jl47i
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Face the Boogery Man Your Incessant Spectator Mind and How it Works (8th House Deal) http://ping.fm/XshZz
Signed Sealed and Delivered Cosmic Contracts You Signed From the Astrological Sixth House
http://ping.fm/zMWkm
http://ping.fm/zMWkm
Black Diamond in the Fifth: Money, Love, Sex, Talent, Gambling, Anger (Zodiac Romance House Issues)
http://ping.fm/qs1Gq
http://ping.fm/qs1Gq
Friday, May 29, 2009
Turn on Your Two Levered Sacred Power Switch for Material Abundance and Sexual Prosperity
http://ping.fm/vyJo9
http://ping.fm/vyJo9
Driving the Car of Authenticity How to Show Up for Your Life 3rd House Zodiac Stuff
http://ping.fm/U7Ury
http://ping.fm/U7Ury
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Is Life a Prison, Sancturacy, Soap Opera or Burlesque Club? How to Communicate Effectively
http://ping.fm/PaVhv
http://ping.fm/PaVhv
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Stop Placating With Your Life: Your Latent Talent Screams for Verifiable Expression
http://ping.fm/uhGGO
http://ping.fm/uhGGO
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
How To Uncover Motivation: What You Think You Possess Inhibits You: Understanding the Need for Release
http://ping.fm/CdcRz
http://ping.fm/CdcRz
Breathlessly Erotically Innocent We Are Sacredly Endowed With PURE Ardent Intent
http://ping.fm/cRxm8
Make a conscious effort to stop and listen intently to the ‘still small voice’ behind your breath. IF you listen intently, you will hear the sound of your birth name being uttered in a soothing melodic chorus. Your breath is instinctively clear in its motives and intent. You will fall in love with the passion of certainty associated. “…my grace is sufficient for thee…” (Paraphrased)
http://ping.fm/cRxm8
Make a conscious effort to stop and listen intently to the ‘still small voice’ behind your breath. IF you listen intently, you will hear the sound of your birth name being uttered in a soothing melodic chorus. Your breath is instinctively clear in its motives and intent. You will fall in love with the passion of certainty associated. “…my grace is sufficient for thee…” (Paraphrased)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
In Life You Have Earned a Doctorate In Education; What are You doing With it? http://ping.fm/puc7X
The obvious fact that you are reading these words indicates and relegates a specific need/desire/inclination so entrenched and unutilized: YOU are, first and foremost, a teacher. (A Wise One, master, expert, mentor, instructor, shaman, healer, scientist, magician, creator, artist, musician, seductress, dramatist, poet, lover of the universe including all its inexpressible formations.}You have something you want and need to share. You are inspired by a unique vision of ‘some sort’ that only you can present with that particular slant. You are guided and directed by a ‘still small’ calming affirmative voice nudging you in the direction of relaying your esoteric words of wisdom, beauty, depth sexual charm, grace, musical splendor in rhapsody not yet experienced. Bottom line: You desire to merge with others while contributing a piece of inspirational magnificence.
The obvious fact that you are reading these words indicates and relegates a specific need/desire/inclination so entrenched and unutilized: YOU are, first and foremost, a teacher. (A Wise One, master, expert, mentor, instructor, shaman, healer, scientist, magician, creator, artist, musician, seductress, dramatist, poet, lover of the universe including all its inexpressible formations.}You have something you want and need to share. You are inspired by a unique vision of ‘some sort’ that only you can present with that particular slant. You are guided and directed by a ‘still small’ calming affirmative voice nudging you in the direction of relaying your esoteric words of wisdom, beauty, depth sexual charm, grace, musical splendor in rhapsody not yet experienced. Bottom line: You desire to merge with others while contributing a piece of inspirational magnificence.
The Sanctity of Words: A Genuinely Sublime Aerobic Workout In Time
http://ping.fm/sKWss
A sublime esoteric motivating force ongoing in all of manifestation is located in the sound of silence. The magical whisperings of letters, which comprise words, are found in this ineffable sound.
http://ping.fm/sKWss
A sublime esoteric motivating force ongoing in all of manifestation is located in the sound of silence. The magical whisperings of letters, which comprise words, are found in this ineffable sound.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
A Glimpse of CosmicTherapy
A Bird's Eye View of Looking Into Yourself
If this paper were blank,
and you were a mark > what would you be?
We are all 'marks' of one kind or another! (before) We begin with a point, expand out, contract and disappear.(after) [or so it SEEMS]
In the run of an ordinary day, we are bombarded by many lines, dots, curves, circles, smudgings, squares etc. But, we hardly notice them; most espcieally in their blended context. However, once you stop, bring your attention to any object (mark), it tends to stay with you because it links with other (marks) you are probably unaware of. In this short cosmic experiment, you will be asked to choose a specific mark. Although, the mark appears quite commonplace and random, in addition to being totally unattached, it is not. I will only say {not because I understand how or why} that after having chosen the particular mark, you will be drawn to it over the next few months( most especially) in strange ways.
marks...so many marks. Although there are countless possibilities to choose from, I lay out just a few for your present pondering and selection. No doubt, you will question my motives for offering you such an outrageous ‘seemingly’ silly proposition, {such as choosing a mark to represent you} but since no one ever knows how or why you engage your time, effort and thought or for what value, what difference does it make to breeze through the little game? A perfectly harmless and apparent meaningless venture with no lust of result might be an odd flavor of sorts. Anyway, what do you have to lose? And, how do you ever REALLY know What something means or doesn't mean? [Except of course the meaning you want to ascribe to it]
Besides, when IS the last time you did something for no logical reason?
As I have suggested on so many occasions, there are no disconnected events and since, everything has ‘something’ to do with it, the process becomes the hologramic [big word] window. It is always up to you to ‘go with the flow’ or stop the go.
{You really can’t stop anything but for sake of a pointless argument, I thought I’d throw that in.}
Are you ready to delve into that vast region of the subconscious brain where ice turns to cherry pops? Or how about, are you even interested enough to peer into a doorway into a vast area of absurdity for discard? If so, the choice set before you this moment is relevant and crystal clear. Here goes. Your options are limited so that you may remain concentrated. Should you be so inclined to participate, [in a part of your demeanor you're not accustomed to mingling with] be forewarned that the information you are about to recieve is unlikely to make any difference in your present attitude or life circumstance.
However, you will have full free HAND motion to decide which mark you would be. The one and only stipulation is that you may choose just ONE. You can not change your mind, nor are you allowed to dilly-dally between two or three marks I deliberately referred to them as 'marks', because you are not to assign any meaning or label them as recognizable objects. (Even though you may be quite familiar with all of them) Look closely but make your decision quickly and without a lot of thinking, dissecting, and attributing purposeful ‘whys and wherefores.’
Just point and pick. {From the following 'marks)
♫ ☺ ™ ♥ ☼ × $ ! & - ; ? % £ @ . = ♂ ♦ ♀ ╥
After having chosen the MARK of your Preference, sift through the paragraphs below to find the one you chose. Read and discover for yourself how surprisingly accurate or inaccurate {whichever the case may be} the information given is applicable to you at this moment. This is just A peek into one Cosmic Therapy Experiment.
What Does Any of This Mean?
"NOT A DOGGONE THING"
_________________________________________
...unless it means something to you.
Of course, it can't possibly mean anything, otherwise????????
(As always, the fire burns only when there is oxygen to support it).
THESE ARE YOUR CHOICES FOR marks >
= Your mind is filled with too many conflicting ideas. You are exhausting yourself, causing undo strain because you refuse to release the control you THINK you have over a bothersome (consumes your mental energy) situation. You will not stop worrying and fretting over a possible outcome you have no way of governing. Give it a rest. By nature, you are a very wise person, not accustomed to being in such a derogatory state. Your house is divided within. You are taking things far too personally. Release the stronghold grip on the other; you are chocking the life out of yourself.
♀ You are so identified with another person; you have lost all boundaries which are interfering with your present decision making. You must take yourself back and relinquish the other. You are creating lies to pacify the underlying hurt and disappointment you are feeling. {manifesting} Forget about all that! Experience the painful truth; you have moved on. {whether you consciously wanted to or not} Life does go on after this involvement. Don’t you have one thought of your own anymore? When is the last time you really enjoyed an hour of time without constantly bickering and bemoaning the situation?
♦ You are filled to overflowing with an abundance of dreams, hopes, aspirations and relevant concepts. It is at this time in your life that you are the most productive and conducive to your particular environment. Don’t let anyone tell you that you are not being functional. Just because you’re not joining their party does not mean you are not creating one of a spectacular flavor of your own. Follow your gut instinct. You really are incredibly logical. You will not be led astray no matter what it looks like on the outside. Your sexual creative energy is pumping at full speed. Relish in it!
♂ Groundwork is good; plans are useful/necessary in some instances, however, you have become too determined to ‘wrestle with the bull’ until you get your way. How are you at rodeo riding? It takes about 8 seconds or less to be thrown, the best I’ve HEARD. Why do you want to get so old so quick? Slow down. Patience is indeed the greatest virtue and lifesaving, too. You’re always on guard; red alert. As if you’ve got to hold up the entire word. You are really quite gentle and demure, but who would know it the way you are acting?
. A trip is in the offing. And, not a moment too soon. You need to get away from the situation you have grown so accustomed to. Familiarity breeds contempt, remember? Some fresh air, sunlight, water, delicious food, along with a new perspective is what you want. Restless energy has engulfed you to the point of ‘biting nails.’ You’re bored out of your mind. You really want to educate yourself in a totally new vein. A long reserved passion is surfacing. Follow where it leads. You possess an acute sense for following instructions. A talent often overlooked and undervalued, but vitally needed when honing an art.
@ You are in search of your so-called other half. You feel empty and incomplete. But, you must remember, wholeness results from a sense of being productive and useful. When you are not busy creating something of beauty, you are extremely morose. You say, “I want true love and someone who really understands/appreciates me,” but silently you bemoan and resent others who love you dearly. You criticize out of sheer habit since it’s easier to blame than it is to fly. You feel so guilty and depressed because you are not using your musical, artistic gifts. Turn on the music and get in your artistic kitchen to create.
£ Desire is your name, sexuality is your game. And, nobody plays it any better than you. You are a ray of moonbeams and a spray of rainbows for others, not necessarily yourself. When you give 100% out, you are left with 0% to operate on. You must learn how to gauge your activities and time. You spend way too much energy on things that are no real interest to you. Leaning how to say ‘no’ honestly would be a great barrier lifted from your agendas. It would also keep you from being so deceptive, you use as a means of self-preservation. Doing only those things that are “natural and convenient” applies here.
? Boy! Did you ever invent the word frantic? It’s always a ‘do or die’ situation. Yes/No, Go/Stay Hate/Love Let go No way. You are literally running yourself crazy. Everyone feels the tension and unrest when in your presence. You are so autocratic and foreboding, your head ought to split into. Why do you need to exercise so much power and authority? Your beautiful melodic voice was not designed to scream so. You are a natural born entertainer, who are you entertaining. {Certainly not you.} You must unleash your pent up sexual creative energy before your flower wilts. Get out of the past.
%Give. Give. Give. And, when you think you can give no more, give three times as much. You are endowed with enormous gifts and talents (unused) that you have allowed to almost stifle you. You are the one everyone comes to. You are the one who knows. But, you have become lazy and complacent in your responsibilities. “To whom much is given, much is required.” Others may plead ignorance; you are not afforded the luxury to negate certain responsibilities and obligations. Get over your anger and get back to work. Death will teach you: there’s no consideration. What TIME is it? Note the hour.
; If there were ever a point in your life when you needed to ‘turn the tables over’, it is now. A situation has arisen that calls for your immediate attention along with the ‘biting through’ of it to be resolved. No need for madness, lamblasting, name calling or the like. Simply clean your house. (figuratively and literally) No regret or remorse on the agenda. When something is finished, it is finished. You have lingered far too long in a place that is unproductive. You have grown bitter and brittle in the meantime. No one has wronged you. You chose the circumstances. The lesson was in “drawing upon the well.” Use your voice. It soothes.
♫ Far too concerned over other people’s affairs. Get out of their business and back into your own. Stop wanting to KNOW everything about everybody. When you stay so focused on other people’s problems, you have left the ‘wait station’ of your own restaurant. Time to go back to school, or at the very least, take a class that interests you. Better yet get involved in something; you THINK wouldn’t interest you at all. Stop asking who’s at the door, on the phone, ‘who said when, what, how where or why.’ Who cares? You’ve got other things to take care of. IF you even remember how to. Easy…your intolerance is showing.
☺ You’re stuck. Round and round you go and when you pause, it’s only to complain and bitch. You’re sexually frustrated but only because you won’t say what and how you enjoy sensual pleasure. You THINK you’re doing the other a favor. Not so. You’re being a phony and you’re mad as hell about it. Bring all of yourself to the table. No need to be concerned with how you will be perceived. How much more of the ‘fake niceness’ can you do, really? It’s rather trite and certainly unappealing. Sexual energy is a powerful creative force not to wasted or spawned in a fencing match. Start creating. Painting’s a real joy
You work so hard at trying to have things the way you like them. Order, punctuality, neatness, honesty, intelligence, and of course, duty. All well and good, but whatever happened to originality, spontaneity, gaiety, wit, charm, and capriciousness? Trying so hard to ‘be good and kind’ can end up being ‘inconvenient and unnatural.’ You are by nature a shaker and mover. You don’t usually settle for ‘status quo.’ That is unless you are doing something for ulterior motives. AH! Belch. Give me a break. Stop being so cardboard and plastic in your actions. It certainly does not become you.
™ You’re the life of the party; you’ve always been. But, lately you’ve grown disgruntled, unsettled and disinterested. What a shame for those around you. The tone of your voice has been raised and not pleasantly, either. The plain truth of the matter is: you’ve become obsessed with “money’ and “making it”. You’re really a ‘lover’ not a financier. Far cry from making love to money than to a real live person. Find your way back to your sense of humor and fun. Don’t become a cactus bore whose only conversation is how much money you have or don’t have. Same thing.
♥Talk about the finer things in life? You KNOW how to deliver real pleasure! Sex is something you have down to a fine science. “What cha doin’ with it?” Sexuality is the highest form of spiritual energy available to mankind, you know. You are bursting at the seams with all sorts of artistic gifts. Are you ever going to get serious with your musical talent? What about pursuing you love of cooking? Get over that ‘somebody did me wrong’ mentality and move on into the next bed of delight. You are an extremely talented soul who needs to express and connect with the gifts you’re carrying. Can’t do it and whine at the same time.
☼ You are an enigma. You are on a spiraling journey of authentic self-discovery. Beautiful, soft, sensual and intense, you will not take second row at the opera. Your path has not been an easy one. Unresolved issues with the father. Stop blaming your mother or on the same token making a martyr out of her. Let them be human and fallible. Just remember: When people try to make your life easy, you end up resenting that person. Never do a favor; people despise ones who hold superior positions. Do what you do with no strings attached. You are free spirit who will not be obliged to anyone. Stop the manipulating; it’s unnecessary.
× Why do you harbor such ill-fated feelings? You were born a star and no one is interfering with your orbit. It’s impossible. Just because it “seems” to take longer for some of your dreams to manifest, they are in no way delayed. You are on a course of self-revealing. There are many experiences necessary to ‘turn you inside out.’ Although you believe yourself to be a loving and affectionate person, ask those nearest and dearest to you. You know how to provide but you do not know how to open up and express your true feelings. The people want “YOU” not your money. Stop being so selfish with both.
$ If you were an instrument, you would be a saxophone. The old blues/jazz sounds of the Mississippi Delta resonate deep within your soul. You are a soulful musician, and it’s time you took it up a notch. Write those sorrowful feelings down on paper. Paint them with a brush. Sing. Play the piano, guitar, drums Do something to get yourself out the pit of despair you’re in. You have psychologically put yourself in a closet. You tread the waters of molten refrain. There’s not much ‘you aint seen’. Most of it, you keep to yourself. You think people don’t care. So what? Do you?
! A peacock is a beautiful bird. Many vibrant colors displayed in a grand show. You really know how to ‘put on the dog’. But, that and $4.50 will get you a cup of wonderful coffee. What are you doing in your life that really matters to you? You have been on automatic pilot for so long; I doubt you even remember what person made you laugh the hardest.(was it a movie?) You have grown ‘sick unto death’ at the monotony involved in your everyday existence. You want to feel!!! The palm trees swaying, the island music playing, the thrill of erotic lovemaking calls your name. Create that wild sensational fantasy where your feet are. Do it now.
& You simply must get out of the past. It has released you. You can not keep on carrying a grudge and the depth of unforgiveness like you are doing. It’s over; move on. You are here today with a book waiting to be written inside of you. Don’t play the victim any longer. You’re a high roller whose stakes are ‘winner take all.’ Stop with the “mealy mouthed” accusations. The next person you talk too has an important symbol of interrelated interest. Pursue it. Don’t laugh or make fun of the ridiculous associated in life’s most unsavory offerings. Behind the curtain lives the ‘fat man’ who knows the power in helium balloons. So do you.
- Let’s do it! Let’s get on with the show. If you’re waiting on me, you’re backing up. Dance and be merry. Don’t do a thing that you don’t want to do. Ever. Be non-apologetic and don’t stack the deck. Aint no need to. Your life is one series of unexpected cyclones of adverse landing on the feet episodes after another. You’re one cool dude. “Way down in New Orleans lives a Voodoo Queen called Marie Laveau.” (A song, remember) what does that have to do with you? You are a walking magician. Do what you will. When you start asking other people’s opinions or permission you DONE lost out. “Get out of my way, jack.” I’m busy living.
╥ If at any time you THINK you know what you are doing, cease immediately. You are involved in your present life ‘neck deep’ for reasons you can’t possibly see or interpret. Get out of your mind’s self-intoxicated drama. You are not that important to the scenario. The importance lies in your being able to stay focused and aware of your authentic indifference. You allow yourself to become enmeshed in matters of emotional climates that carry you away for a season. These episodes will become less and less IF you stay with the ‘still small voice’ within and follow your passion. People will say you’re selfish. Guess what? YOU are!
Wasn't This FUN! oh WELL, i'LL DIG SOMEWHERE ELSEI
If this paper were blank,
and you were a mark > what would you be?
We are all 'marks' of one kind or another! (before) We begin with a point, expand out, contract and disappear.(after) [or so it SEEMS]
In the run of an ordinary day, we are bombarded by many lines, dots, curves, circles, smudgings, squares etc. But, we hardly notice them; most espcieally in their blended context. However, once you stop, bring your attention to any object (mark), it tends to stay with you because it links with other (marks) you are probably unaware of. In this short cosmic experiment, you will be asked to choose a specific mark. Although, the mark appears quite commonplace and random, in addition to being totally unattached, it is not. I will only say {not because I understand how or why} that after having chosen the particular mark, you will be drawn to it over the next few months( most especially) in strange ways.
marks...so many marks. Although there are countless possibilities to choose from, I lay out just a few for your present pondering and selection. No doubt, you will question my motives for offering you such an outrageous ‘seemingly’ silly proposition, {such as choosing a mark to represent you} but since no one ever knows how or why you engage your time, effort and thought or for what value, what difference does it make to breeze through the little game? A perfectly harmless and apparent meaningless venture with no lust of result might be an odd flavor of sorts. Anyway, what do you have to lose? And, how do you ever REALLY know What something means or doesn't mean? [Except of course the meaning you want to ascribe to it]
Besides, when IS the last time you did something for no logical reason?
As I have suggested on so many occasions, there are no disconnected events and since, everything has ‘something’ to do with it, the process becomes the hologramic [big word] window. It is always up to you to ‘go with the flow’ or stop the go.
{You really can’t stop anything but for sake of a pointless argument, I thought I’d throw that in.}
Are you ready to delve into that vast region of the subconscious brain where ice turns to cherry pops? Or how about, are you even interested enough to peer into a doorway into a vast area of absurdity for discard? If so, the choice set before you this moment is relevant and crystal clear. Here goes. Your options are limited so that you may remain concentrated. Should you be so inclined to participate, [in a part of your demeanor you're not accustomed to mingling with] be forewarned that the information you are about to recieve is unlikely to make any difference in your present attitude or life circumstance.
However, you will have full free HAND motion to decide which mark you would be. The one and only stipulation is that you may choose just ONE. You can not change your mind, nor are you allowed to dilly-dally between two or three marks I deliberately referred to them as 'marks', because you are not to assign any meaning or label them as recognizable objects. (Even though you may be quite familiar with all of them) Look closely but make your decision quickly and without a lot of thinking, dissecting, and attributing purposeful ‘whys and wherefores.’
Just point and pick. {From the following 'marks)
♫ ☺ ™ ♥ ☼ × $ ! & - ; ? % £ @ . = ♂ ♦ ♀ ╥
After having chosen the MARK of your Preference, sift through the paragraphs below to find the one you chose. Read and discover for yourself how surprisingly accurate or inaccurate {whichever the case may be} the information given is applicable to you at this moment. This is just A peek into one Cosmic Therapy Experiment.
What Does Any of This Mean?
"NOT A DOGGONE THING"
_________________________________________
...unless it means something to you.
Of course, it can't possibly mean anything, otherwise????????
(As always, the fire burns only when there is oxygen to support it).
THESE ARE YOUR CHOICES FOR marks >
= Your mind is filled with too many conflicting ideas. You are exhausting yourself, causing undo strain because you refuse to release the control you THINK you have over a bothersome (consumes your mental energy) situation. You will not stop worrying and fretting over a possible outcome you have no way of governing. Give it a rest. By nature, you are a very wise person, not accustomed to being in such a derogatory state. Your house is divided within. You are taking things far too personally. Release the stronghold grip on the other; you are chocking the life out of yourself.
♀ You are so identified with another person; you have lost all boundaries which are interfering with your present decision making. You must take yourself back and relinquish the other. You are creating lies to pacify the underlying hurt and disappointment you are feeling. {manifesting} Forget about all that! Experience the painful truth; you have moved on. {whether you consciously wanted to or not} Life does go on after this involvement. Don’t you have one thought of your own anymore? When is the last time you really enjoyed an hour of time without constantly bickering and bemoaning the situation?
♦ You are filled to overflowing with an abundance of dreams, hopes, aspirations and relevant concepts. It is at this time in your life that you are the most productive and conducive to your particular environment. Don’t let anyone tell you that you are not being functional. Just because you’re not joining their party does not mean you are not creating one of a spectacular flavor of your own. Follow your gut instinct. You really are incredibly logical. You will not be led astray no matter what it looks like on the outside. Your sexual creative energy is pumping at full speed. Relish in it!
♂ Groundwork is good; plans are useful/necessary in some instances, however, you have become too determined to ‘wrestle with the bull’ until you get your way. How are you at rodeo riding? It takes about 8 seconds or less to be thrown, the best I’ve HEARD. Why do you want to get so old so quick? Slow down. Patience is indeed the greatest virtue and lifesaving, too. You’re always on guard; red alert. As if you’ve got to hold up the entire word. You are really quite gentle and demure, but who would know it the way you are acting?
. A trip is in the offing. And, not a moment too soon. You need to get away from the situation you have grown so accustomed to. Familiarity breeds contempt, remember? Some fresh air, sunlight, water, delicious food, along with a new perspective is what you want. Restless energy has engulfed you to the point of ‘biting nails.’ You’re bored out of your mind. You really want to educate yourself in a totally new vein. A long reserved passion is surfacing. Follow where it leads. You possess an acute sense for following instructions. A talent often overlooked and undervalued, but vitally needed when honing an art.
@ You are in search of your so-called other half. You feel empty and incomplete. But, you must remember, wholeness results from a sense of being productive and useful. When you are not busy creating something of beauty, you are extremely morose. You say, “I want true love and someone who really understands/appreciates me,” but silently you bemoan and resent others who love you dearly. You criticize out of sheer habit since it’s easier to blame than it is to fly. You feel so guilty and depressed because you are not using your musical, artistic gifts. Turn on the music and get in your artistic kitchen to create.
£ Desire is your name, sexuality is your game. And, nobody plays it any better than you. You are a ray of moonbeams and a spray of rainbows for others, not necessarily yourself. When you give 100% out, you are left with 0% to operate on. You must learn how to gauge your activities and time. You spend way too much energy on things that are no real interest to you. Leaning how to say ‘no’ honestly would be a great barrier lifted from your agendas. It would also keep you from being so deceptive, you use as a means of self-preservation. Doing only those things that are “natural and convenient” applies here.
? Boy! Did you ever invent the word frantic? It’s always a ‘do or die’ situation. Yes/No, Go/Stay Hate/Love Let go No way. You are literally running yourself crazy. Everyone feels the tension and unrest when in your presence. You are so autocratic and foreboding, your head ought to split into. Why do you need to exercise so much power and authority? Your beautiful melodic voice was not designed to scream so. You are a natural born entertainer, who are you entertaining. {Certainly not you.} You must unleash your pent up sexual creative energy before your flower wilts. Get out of the past.
%Give. Give. Give. And, when you think you can give no more, give three times as much. You are endowed with enormous gifts and talents (unused) that you have allowed to almost stifle you. You are the one everyone comes to. You are the one who knows. But, you have become lazy and complacent in your responsibilities. “To whom much is given, much is required.” Others may plead ignorance; you are not afforded the luxury to negate certain responsibilities and obligations. Get over your anger and get back to work. Death will teach you: there’s no consideration. What TIME is it? Note the hour.
; If there were ever a point in your life when you needed to ‘turn the tables over’, it is now. A situation has arisen that calls for your immediate attention along with the ‘biting through’ of it to be resolved. No need for madness, lamblasting, name calling or the like. Simply clean your house. (figuratively and literally) No regret or remorse on the agenda. When something is finished, it is finished. You have lingered far too long in a place that is unproductive. You have grown bitter and brittle in the meantime. No one has wronged you. You chose the circumstances. The lesson was in “drawing upon the well.” Use your voice. It soothes.
♫ Far too concerned over other people’s affairs. Get out of their business and back into your own. Stop wanting to KNOW everything about everybody. When you stay so focused on other people’s problems, you have left the ‘wait station’ of your own restaurant. Time to go back to school, or at the very least, take a class that interests you. Better yet get involved in something; you THINK wouldn’t interest you at all. Stop asking who’s at the door, on the phone, ‘who said when, what, how where or why.’ Who cares? You’ve got other things to take care of. IF you even remember how to. Easy…your intolerance is showing.
☺ You’re stuck. Round and round you go and when you pause, it’s only to complain and bitch. You’re sexually frustrated but only because you won’t say what and how you enjoy sensual pleasure. You THINK you’re doing the other a favor. Not so. You’re being a phony and you’re mad as hell about it. Bring all of yourself to the table. No need to be concerned with how you will be perceived. How much more of the ‘fake niceness’ can you do, really? It’s rather trite and certainly unappealing. Sexual energy is a powerful creative force not to wasted or spawned in a fencing match. Start creating. Painting’s a real joy
You work so hard at trying to have things the way you like them. Order, punctuality, neatness, honesty, intelligence, and of course, duty. All well and good, but whatever happened to originality, spontaneity, gaiety, wit, charm, and capriciousness? Trying so hard to ‘be good and kind’ can end up being ‘inconvenient and unnatural.’ You are by nature a shaker and mover. You don’t usually settle for ‘status quo.’ That is unless you are doing something for ulterior motives. AH! Belch. Give me a break. Stop being so cardboard and plastic in your actions. It certainly does not become you.
™ You’re the life of the party; you’ve always been. But, lately you’ve grown disgruntled, unsettled and disinterested. What a shame for those around you. The tone of your voice has been raised and not pleasantly, either. The plain truth of the matter is: you’ve become obsessed with “money’ and “making it”. You’re really a ‘lover’ not a financier. Far cry from making love to money than to a real live person. Find your way back to your sense of humor and fun. Don’t become a cactus bore whose only conversation is how much money you have or don’t have. Same thing.
♥Talk about the finer things in life? You KNOW how to deliver real pleasure! Sex is something you have down to a fine science. “What cha doin’ with it?” Sexuality is the highest form of spiritual energy available to mankind, you know. You are bursting at the seams with all sorts of artistic gifts. Are you ever going to get serious with your musical talent? What about pursuing you love of cooking? Get over that ‘somebody did me wrong’ mentality and move on into the next bed of delight. You are an extremely talented soul who needs to express and connect with the gifts you’re carrying. Can’t do it and whine at the same time.
☼ You are an enigma. You are on a spiraling journey of authentic self-discovery. Beautiful, soft, sensual and intense, you will not take second row at the opera. Your path has not been an easy one. Unresolved issues with the father. Stop blaming your mother or on the same token making a martyr out of her. Let them be human and fallible. Just remember: When people try to make your life easy, you end up resenting that person. Never do a favor; people despise ones who hold superior positions. Do what you do with no strings attached. You are free spirit who will not be obliged to anyone. Stop the manipulating; it’s unnecessary.
× Why do you harbor such ill-fated feelings? You were born a star and no one is interfering with your orbit. It’s impossible. Just because it “seems” to take longer for some of your dreams to manifest, they are in no way delayed. You are on a course of self-revealing. There are many experiences necessary to ‘turn you inside out.’ Although you believe yourself to be a loving and affectionate person, ask those nearest and dearest to you. You know how to provide but you do not know how to open up and express your true feelings. The people want “YOU” not your money. Stop being so selfish with both.
$ If you were an instrument, you would be a saxophone. The old blues/jazz sounds of the Mississippi Delta resonate deep within your soul. You are a soulful musician, and it’s time you took it up a notch. Write those sorrowful feelings down on paper. Paint them with a brush. Sing. Play the piano, guitar, drums Do something to get yourself out the pit of despair you’re in. You have psychologically put yourself in a closet. You tread the waters of molten refrain. There’s not much ‘you aint seen’. Most of it, you keep to yourself. You think people don’t care. So what? Do you?
! A peacock is a beautiful bird. Many vibrant colors displayed in a grand show. You really know how to ‘put on the dog’. But, that and $4.50 will get you a cup of wonderful coffee. What are you doing in your life that really matters to you? You have been on automatic pilot for so long; I doubt you even remember what person made you laugh the hardest.(was it a movie?) You have grown ‘sick unto death’ at the monotony involved in your everyday existence. You want to feel!!! The palm trees swaying, the island music playing, the thrill of erotic lovemaking calls your name. Create that wild sensational fantasy where your feet are. Do it now.
& You simply must get out of the past. It has released you. You can not keep on carrying a grudge and the depth of unforgiveness like you are doing. It’s over; move on. You are here today with a book waiting to be written inside of you. Don’t play the victim any longer. You’re a high roller whose stakes are ‘winner take all.’ Stop with the “mealy mouthed” accusations. The next person you talk too has an important symbol of interrelated interest. Pursue it. Don’t laugh or make fun of the ridiculous associated in life’s most unsavory offerings. Behind the curtain lives the ‘fat man’ who knows the power in helium balloons. So do you.
- Let’s do it! Let’s get on with the show. If you’re waiting on me, you’re backing up. Dance and be merry. Don’t do a thing that you don’t want to do. Ever. Be non-apologetic and don’t stack the deck. Aint no need to. Your life is one series of unexpected cyclones of adverse landing on the feet episodes after another. You’re one cool dude. “Way down in New Orleans lives a Voodoo Queen called Marie Laveau.” (A song, remember) what does that have to do with you? You are a walking magician. Do what you will. When you start asking other people’s opinions or permission you DONE lost out. “Get out of my way, jack.” I’m busy living.
╥ If at any time you THINK you know what you are doing, cease immediately. You are involved in your present life ‘neck deep’ for reasons you can’t possibly see or interpret. Get out of your mind’s self-intoxicated drama. You are not that important to the scenario. The importance lies in your being able to stay focused and aware of your authentic indifference. You allow yourself to become enmeshed in matters of emotional climates that carry you away for a season. These episodes will become less and less IF you stay with the ‘still small voice’ within and follow your passion. People will say you’re selfish. Guess what? YOU are!
Wasn't This FUN! oh WELL, i'LL DIG SOMEWHERE ELSEI
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
The Race Is Not For The Swift
Confusion is the doorway to cosmic enlightenment. Not knowing what you are doing, or how you are going to make it is a perfectly wonderful place to be. It allows for the new avenue of expression to enter. You are standing in a place of superb surrender where the NEW season will arrive bringing with the ‘not yet’ entertained adventure. A stocked full treasure of elements in yourself that you’ve not discovered and unleashed are knocking at the door of your present life, ready to come in. “…if any man hear me at the door knocking, I shall come in to sup with him and him with me,,,” {paraphrased} Unless you relinquish the ‘supposed’ hold you THINK you have on your life, (resisting, fighting, trying to prove you are right, or need someone to pay homage)you remain struggling in a pointless uphill battle. The excessive chaos surrounding you involves a process of elimination and renewal. You simply need to stand in the midst of the whirlwind.
Learning how to withstand the forces of the turbulent chaotic winds blowing will take time moving into another level of yourself which up until this point has remained obscured. Until you are receptive enough to withstand the perils of truth associated with 'dropping out of the rat race', blinders keep you insulated. Truth stands while the rest falls away. It requires an enormous amount of pain soaked events to wear away layers of pretense. Removal of emotional debris is a tedious and time consuming task not entered into lightly. {sorta like vows in marriage} The procedure will not occur until you have been sufficiently prepared by enough unpleasant circumstances. "Hurt Me One More Time, Please!"
One does not have to stop moving in order to be still. The act of slowing down involves a complete surrender of the mind. Does that mean your mind has to go blank? No. It is possible to run a marathon in the quickest of strides along with five hundred more individuals and yet remain still. In fact, the successful runner cannot run otherwise. Becoming still absorbs the totality of your energy forcing you to become more subdued, focused and concentrated. The caustic plight you have found yourself engulfed in does not occur on the outside. It is an inward atrociously fed, fueled and maintained combat. Nothing is happening on the outside of you though you may believe differently. Many false walls are crumbling. You can’t outrun the karmic implications involved, nor are you supposed to. Now is the time to embrace the day with all its apparent difficulties and complexities without the preset interpretive assumptive value you add.
Stillness implies a subtleness of spirit that fuses you with your sacred essence without your conscious participation. Carried away in a rapturous state whereby you are no longer separated from the present act in which you're engaged. The events are completely ‘natural and convenient.’ Perfect balance attained. No longer any sensation of competitiveness or convolution of thoughts; you merely float on the vibrantly charged river to its preordained destination. No thought is attached to outcome. No insult can be added by trying to aid or block the flow. Any agitation experienced complicates the arrival but does not subdue it. A slowing down process invokes life’s most exhilarating awareness. No other event can be hewn down to such a finite proportion of explosive repose. It's simply a matter of refusing to be rushed, hurried or worried over the situation at hand.
Observing, celebrating and receiving the person, place and present occurrence with full impact in resonance becomes a quiet reverent expression. While others are hurrying, scurrying, and bustling about, you're realizing there's no reason for concern whatsoever. In an absolute reassured and calmed state, you are more than able to 'practically' {no hocus pocus involved} be conscious of another dimension of time or space occurring in which all things work unobstructively. In this sphere of activity, you will not follow the crowd. You are incapable of listening to their incessant pleas of frenzied needs and concerns. Consistently unmoved, you are at a peace that passes all understanding. Unwavering stilled diligence possessed by your sanctioned purposed heart dictate your moves.
You will observe rather indifferently that your thoughts and actions are consistently out of sync with others, but you do not care. In fact, you realize quite vividly, there’s nothing to CARE about. Induce the wonderment of this magical personal space by not being shifted to respond. REMEMBER: Life is an impossible inconsequential dance without the contribution of your divine will. To be prompted to act by another's desire or need is to obliterate your own designated quest. Nothing's rewarded beyond the integrity of your own soul's grand intent.
When is the last time you ceased all agitated activity? Moving through the day events without even a much as an eye brow being raised by an off handed remark? In order to penetrate the mysterious vision of your present life, you must release the desperate clinching hold you shoulder. You must realize with full certainty that the anxious driving sprit you possess is at odds with your current destination. You are traveling much too heavy (serious) in your steps with an overburdened load of worry and discontent. Get rid of the excess (emotional) baggage. It's all in your mind! You have allowed too many vexations of turbulent distresss to cause you undo unrest.
Go into the yard and watch the beautiful swaying flight of the first bird you see. She is one with the wind upon which she rides. She has no thought of where she is headed or why. If she did, the melodic rhythm would be interrupted in her flight. It is a natural progressive movement {without deliberate thought} like a mystical dance upon the air. In order to fly, she must be without any additional weight upon her little brain. Be like the humming bird, which is said of her, "impossible to fly". You too can soar like the Eagle IF you release the undiluted woes you are carrying (dragging).
You are far too rigid to be flexible and free in your movements. You are far too plan oriented. How do you manage to laugh under such a directed plan? Do you also pencil an appointment for spontaneous laughter? Why not stick a key in your back and call you the Duracell Bunny? Your life reflects a manic procedure of acquiring. Why? If you don't take the liberty of time and ease of mind to enjoy it, what difference does it make how much money you make? Waiting for a vacation to spend some of it? Make each moment a vacation. Love Your Life. Rituals of monetary expectation have become your way of life. It is so insultingly boring!
Instead of the brilliance of the unexpected joy found in the extraordinary moments dispersed throughout an ordinary day, you look and wait for better things to come. The best is now. It doesn't get any better than this. This is it! You will be barred from entering this doorway of SELF-knowledge IF you don't slow down. Get still. Stop racing. Life is designed to be full robust continual unceasing pleasure. Are you engaged in such a life? If not, the resolution is found in stillness. You do not have to forfeit your current life, just your current state of mind. Unload the junk. [DEBUNK THE JUNK]
You are much too identified with the idea' of success without ever having stopped to take your breath. The air you breathe is your life. It is plentifully available. Now, is the time to halt the excessive burdensome plans built in your mind. You’re running so fast, you’ll miss the exuberance of YOU ever unfolding right before your eyes. Don’t let your eyes betray YOU. It’s not a race; it’s a party! Allow the day to unfold a little more naturally and unencumbered. Do you think you can handle that?
Learning how to withstand the forces of the turbulent chaotic winds blowing will take time moving into another level of yourself which up until this point has remained obscured. Until you are receptive enough to withstand the perils of truth associated with 'dropping out of the rat race', blinders keep you insulated. Truth stands while the rest falls away. It requires an enormous amount of pain soaked events to wear away layers of pretense. Removal of emotional debris is a tedious and time consuming task not entered into lightly. {sorta like vows in marriage} The procedure will not occur until you have been sufficiently prepared by enough unpleasant circumstances. "Hurt Me One More Time, Please!"
One does not have to stop moving in order to be still. The act of slowing down involves a complete surrender of the mind. Does that mean your mind has to go blank? No. It is possible to run a marathon in the quickest of strides along with five hundred more individuals and yet remain still. In fact, the successful runner cannot run otherwise. Becoming still absorbs the totality of your energy forcing you to become more subdued, focused and concentrated. The caustic plight you have found yourself engulfed in does not occur on the outside. It is an inward atrociously fed, fueled and maintained combat. Nothing is happening on the outside of you though you may believe differently. Many false walls are crumbling. You can’t outrun the karmic implications involved, nor are you supposed to. Now is the time to embrace the day with all its apparent difficulties and complexities without the preset interpretive assumptive value you add.
Stillness implies a subtleness of spirit that fuses you with your sacred essence without your conscious participation. Carried away in a rapturous state whereby you are no longer separated from the present act in which you're engaged. The events are completely ‘natural and convenient.’ Perfect balance attained. No longer any sensation of competitiveness or convolution of thoughts; you merely float on the vibrantly charged river to its preordained destination. No thought is attached to outcome. No insult can be added by trying to aid or block the flow. Any agitation experienced complicates the arrival but does not subdue it. A slowing down process invokes life’s most exhilarating awareness. No other event can be hewn down to such a finite proportion of explosive repose. It's simply a matter of refusing to be rushed, hurried or worried over the situation at hand.
Observing, celebrating and receiving the person, place and present occurrence with full impact in resonance becomes a quiet reverent expression. While others are hurrying, scurrying, and bustling about, you're realizing there's no reason for concern whatsoever. In an absolute reassured and calmed state, you are more than able to 'practically' {no hocus pocus involved} be conscious of another dimension of time or space occurring in which all things work unobstructively. In this sphere of activity, you will not follow the crowd. You are incapable of listening to their incessant pleas of frenzied needs and concerns. Consistently unmoved, you are at a peace that passes all understanding. Unwavering stilled diligence possessed by your sanctioned purposed heart dictate your moves.
You will observe rather indifferently that your thoughts and actions are consistently out of sync with others, but you do not care. In fact, you realize quite vividly, there’s nothing to CARE about. Induce the wonderment of this magical personal space by not being shifted to respond. REMEMBER: Life is an impossible inconsequential dance without the contribution of your divine will. To be prompted to act by another's desire or need is to obliterate your own designated quest. Nothing's rewarded beyond the integrity of your own soul's grand intent.
When is the last time you ceased all agitated activity? Moving through the day events without even a much as an eye brow being raised by an off handed remark? In order to penetrate the mysterious vision of your present life, you must release the desperate clinching hold you shoulder. You must realize with full certainty that the anxious driving sprit you possess is at odds with your current destination. You are traveling much too heavy (serious) in your steps with an overburdened load of worry and discontent. Get rid of the excess (emotional) baggage. It's all in your mind! You have allowed too many vexations of turbulent distresss to cause you undo unrest.
Go into the yard and watch the beautiful swaying flight of the first bird you see. She is one with the wind upon which she rides. She has no thought of where she is headed or why. If she did, the melodic rhythm would be interrupted in her flight. It is a natural progressive movement {without deliberate thought} like a mystical dance upon the air. In order to fly, she must be without any additional weight upon her little brain. Be like the humming bird, which is said of her, "impossible to fly". You too can soar like the Eagle IF you release the undiluted woes you are carrying (dragging).
You are far too rigid to be flexible and free in your movements. You are far too plan oriented. How do you manage to laugh under such a directed plan? Do you also pencil an appointment for spontaneous laughter? Why not stick a key in your back and call you the Duracell Bunny? Your life reflects a manic procedure of acquiring. Why? If you don't take the liberty of time and ease of mind to enjoy it, what difference does it make how much money you make? Waiting for a vacation to spend some of it? Make each moment a vacation. Love Your Life. Rituals of monetary expectation have become your way of life. It is so insultingly boring!
Instead of the brilliance of the unexpected joy found in the extraordinary moments dispersed throughout an ordinary day, you look and wait for better things to come. The best is now. It doesn't get any better than this. This is it! You will be barred from entering this doorway of SELF-knowledge IF you don't slow down. Get still. Stop racing. Life is designed to be full robust continual unceasing pleasure. Are you engaged in such a life? If not, the resolution is found in stillness. You do not have to forfeit your current life, just your current state of mind. Unload the junk. [DEBUNK THE JUNK]
You are much too identified with the idea' of success without ever having stopped to take your breath. The air you breathe is your life. It is plentifully available. Now, is the time to halt the excessive burdensome plans built in your mind. You’re running so fast, you’ll miss the exuberance of YOU ever unfolding right before your eyes. Don’t let your eyes betray YOU. It’s not a race; it’s a party! Allow the day to unfold a little more naturally and unencumbered. Do you think you can handle that?
Monday, April 13, 2009
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Monday, April 6, 2009
The Inexplicable Sexual Scent of God In YOU!
Most of us would agree that human beings are guided, controlled, dictated and governed by subconscious desires that we are ‘more than likely’ unaware. Not only are we ignorant of the significance attached to ‘all too obvious clues’, promptings, implications, distinctions, and surprising consequences but more importantly we, sometimes, [more often than not] ignore or deny much to our chagrin, those sensations which result in “weird feelings” as such, In other words, we discount the sensations without trusting our first instinct. These hidden desires, not only, motivate, encourage, confuse, constrict, dissuade, and support decisions and/actions we probably don’t properly understand or appreciate fully, at the time, but we attempt to fill and justify the awkward space with anything available or convenient to us at the moment.. Furthermore, we try to interpret the meanings of our reactions to the various situations with only half the information supplied, which only complicates the already muffled scenario.
More than likely, these same underlying unclear nudging prompters show up at the least likely places in blatant emotional displays that shock us, or at the very least cause us to ponder ‘silent embarrassing or guilt-ridden thoughts of fantasy or disgrace’. In these moments of perplexing confidential personal confrontations, we dare not utter our private thoughts aloud. But, while we try to process the uncomely thoughts, we are forced to ask ourselves the question: “where did those feelings come from or WHY did I think that?.” Some may interpret these unexpected uncomfortable sensations as natural ATTRACTION. Others, however, are bombarded with expressing unsettling words that don’t make one bit of sense. Regardless of how the feelings are explained away or reasoned out, the fact remains that we respond emotionally to things according to unknown factors lodged somewhere deep between the recesses of our memories and the current activities in the environment.
At times, we are simply baffled by certain reactions which cause us to either be repelled or drawn immediately to certain people, places and events. It’s something that happens of itself. We know instinctively whether we like something or we don’t! No if, ands, or buts about it. We just plain KNOW! We just can’t say WHY we do. According to Sigmund Freud, “The quickest way to trigger an emotional response is with scent.” I am convinced {current research also strongly suggests} that the power of scent is the single most influencing factor in determining a person’s predispositions. You don’t have understand why something or someone appeals to you, or not, but you do have to respond to those initial stirrings in order to discover more about the apparent mystery. In fact, you are powerless to do otherwise.
Thus, begins the challenge of paradoxical pursuit. {Following an individual scent that has lured you.} Like a Blue Tick hound on the ‘hot’ chase of a raccoon, the object of your affection will soon be treed, you hope. The pursuit involves the old ‘cat and mouse’ chase of ambiguity and, at first, secrecy. Something of an ethereal nature has been set in motion to unlock the door into the unknown aspects of yourself to reveal veiled motivations unknown to you at the time. It will take the complexity of the involvement to unravel, disclose and address various features which make you who you are. These facets will be brought to surface and reflected in the unique relationships, circumstances and people you choose to get involved with. This illogical quest for the other is divine in nature. How could it be otherwise?
Some of you may say that attraction to certain relationships is obvious. [Nothing very mysterious, at all.}The ‘all too common’ desperate seed of loneliness, boredom, and/or restlessness begins to stir pushing its way to the surface seeking union. And, I say “I beg to differ.” Holding at bay that apparent lame excuse, something far more inexplicable is at work. Something beneath the obvious that is pulling your strings. What could that mysterious impetus be? SCENT. That’s right. The smell of the encounter has inadvertently caught your nose. And, like that same Blue Tick hound in heat, you’re fast on the trail of your new found fascination no matter where it leads. No matter the briars, brambles and overgrown weeds; nothing will stop you (short of debilitating illness) in capturing and maintaining the passionate sensual aroma which has so concretely arisen in your life. This Divinely manufactured indelibly imprinted scent locks onto its duplicate with ‘no holds barred.’ “IT” is the honing apparatus of delirious pleasure sought and fulfilled in sacred union.
There’s an ongoing debate with chemists as to whether scent is triggered by receptors or vibrations. {Another lengthy article of discussion for another time} Either way, the point remains: certain fragrances work specifically for you and only YOU! Imagine walking into a Bakery where several different delicious aromas linger in the air. Notice how you immediately are drawn to a specific scent. Nothing else will satisfy. The same exacting experience happens when you meet a designated person on your path. Although you may not immediately become aware of it; the innate scent of that individual grabs your ‘gut level’ attention, filtering and eliciting uncontrollable emotions. You can’t get him/her out of your mind. A deliberate act of the Divine in operation using a distinctive fragrance to attract or repel.
Preferred scent is something incredibly difficult to explain or comprehend. Bottom LINE: You are able to detect, without a moment’s hesitation, a fragrance you love or despise. You just know! It’s generative passion at work. Sort of magical, I guess. Anyway, enhancing, enlivening, and accentuating our natural scent encourages an overall sense of well-being. [A Plugged in feeling, unresponsive to anything else]. Remember and never forget: WE ARE PLEASURE SEEKING CREATURES. We feel better (pleasure-full) about ourselves when we know we smell good {desirable}. Here’s the deal for real: smell great, feel good, travel far, stay late.
We all possess a certain celestial flavor! My flavor is not your flavor nor can it be duplicated by you or anyone else. Its called being ‘tuned in’ and ‘turned on.’ Yes, it’s sexually sensual in nature because we are designed that way. But, more than that, it’s spiritual in premise. Sexuality is the highest form of spirituality available to mankind, remember? We start at the lowest rung of the ladder (whatever interests us) and proceed upwards. All creativity is sexual in expression. Art, music, drama, and the written word, most especially. We possess instinctual sensual drives that are geared to gravitate to the necessary experiences we need. We start by being attracted to someone or something. We like the “smell” of it because we generated the erotic mating scent to begin with.
Of course, it also has to do with us procreating the Earth but, nonetheless, the divine subliminal urge encompasses far more than meets the eyes and nose, so to speak. Sacred scent, perfume of the gods, instilled in us prompts us to act for our soul’s experience (assignment). We, as human beings, are propelled to discover who we are, what we want, and for what purpose we inhabit the planet. Without instinctual sexual appeal, little would be accomplished on the journey towards self-evolvement, self-actualization or self-fulfillment.
Each person expresses his/her divine will in various ways but all imbued sexual energy is released in music, drama, art the written and spoken word through intercourse with it. No, you do not have to be viewed as an artist {which, in fact, you are} or musician or actor, or author. Every conscious or unconscious stroke you make with your arms, legs, hands, head, feet or body exemplifies the artistic display of your unique divine sexual energy. Every word you utter screams in full animation the sensual tones of divine sexual scented expression.
There’s no way to get away from it: you are the walking embodiment of fragrant god humanly expressed. This sacred fragrant energy, of which we all possess, never ages or diminishes. It remains constant and vibrantly aromatically youthful throughout our entire life. To deny its fullest erotic expression of creative activity causes us all sorts of problems. (Physical and mental) People tend to barricade sexual energy in the most limited of forms. They usually define it as ‘making love’ which of course it is. However, sex does not begin in the bedroom. It begins with a sacred whiff. It travels wide and far! In every encounter imaginable. You are expressing and using sweet-smelling sexual energy. How can it possibly be a separate part of you? If you smile, it’s there. If you raise your voice, it’s there. If you consume a delicious meal, it’s there. When you actively engage in your chosen field of work, it’s there. When you read a book, it’s there. When you view a flower, look at a sunset, tell someone you care, it’s there. When you work on a problem to solve, it’s there. The Divine Scent precedes you and sustains you.
It rules you and everything you do because it is none other than the unmistakable omnificent Divine Creative scented force {Ineffable Gratifying Sacred Sensual Sexual Perfume) of the universe. Nothing exists without it. Nothing. You move, breathe and have your being in it. There is no doubt that it “Sex Instinct” has been distorted, twisted, deformed, disfigured, sublimated, subverted and denied but it is still there strong and pure, innocent. If the words: “Make love to God and to life” causes you to flinch, maybe you need to broaden your horizons and expand your mind’s parameters concerning this delightful perfumed divine sacred energy.
To live reverently involves passion. In order to evoke passion, you must recognize and embrace your own divine expression of god’s magnificent fragrant energy flowing through you. Don’t be afraid of it’s multi-fashioned multi-colored splendor. The smell of God paves the way for you in your daily walk. This awe-inspiring life giving sensually erotic power remains true in you while you are busily resisting, rebelling, defending, or justifying its immobile expression. It pulsates patiently and unceasingly in you while the rest of your pitiful unexpressed creative life corrodes away. Arise, awake, arouse the animally aromatic SUPREME WILL to guide your feet in unutterable pleasure divine. Appreciate its lofty sweet-smelling intoxicating domain. Turn up the powerfully erotic fragrance and be filled to capacity with the unquenchable sublime.
More than likely, these same underlying unclear nudging prompters show up at the least likely places in blatant emotional displays that shock us, or at the very least cause us to ponder ‘silent embarrassing or guilt-ridden thoughts of fantasy or disgrace’. In these moments of perplexing confidential personal confrontations, we dare not utter our private thoughts aloud. But, while we try to process the uncomely thoughts, we are forced to ask ourselves the question: “where did those feelings come from or WHY did I think that?.” Some may interpret these unexpected uncomfortable sensations as natural ATTRACTION. Others, however, are bombarded with expressing unsettling words that don’t make one bit of sense. Regardless of how the feelings are explained away or reasoned out, the fact remains that we respond emotionally to things according to unknown factors lodged somewhere deep between the recesses of our memories and the current activities in the environment.
At times, we are simply baffled by certain reactions which cause us to either be repelled or drawn immediately to certain people, places and events. It’s something that happens of itself. We know instinctively whether we like something or we don’t! No if, ands, or buts about it. We just plain KNOW! We just can’t say WHY we do. According to Sigmund Freud, “The quickest way to trigger an emotional response is with scent.” I am convinced {current research also strongly suggests} that the power of scent is the single most influencing factor in determining a person’s predispositions. You don’t have understand why something or someone appeals to you, or not, but you do have to respond to those initial stirrings in order to discover more about the apparent mystery. In fact, you are powerless to do otherwise.
Thus, begins the challenge of paradoxical pursuit. {Following an individual scent that has lured you.} Like a Blue Tick hound on the ‘hot’ chase of a raccoon, the object of your affection will soon be treed, you hope. The pursuit involves the old ‘cat and mouse’ chase of ambiguity and, at first, secrecy. Something of an ethereal nature has been set in motion to unlock the door into the unknown aspects of yourself to reveal veiled motivations unknown to you at the time. It will take the complexity of the involvement to unravel, disclose and address various features which make you who you are. These facets will be brought to surface and reflected in the unique relationships, circumstances and people you choose to get involved with. This illogical quest for the other is divine in nature. How could it be otherwise?
Some of you may say that attraction to certain relationships is obvious. [Nothing very mysterious, at all.}The ‘all too common’ desperate seed of loneliness, boredom, and/or restlessness begins to stir pushing its way to the surface seeking union. And, I say “I beg to differ.” Holding at bay that apparent lame excuse, something far more inexplicable is at work. Something beneath the obvious that is pulling your strings. What could that mysterious impetus be? SCENT. That’s right. The smell of the encounter has inadvertently caught your nose. And, like that same Blue Tick hound in heat, you’re fast on the trail of your new found fascination no matter where it leads. No matter the briars, brambles and overgrown weeds; nothing will stop you (short of debilitating illness) in capturing and maintaining the passionate sensual aroma which has so concretely arisen in your life. This Divinely manufactured indelibly imprinted scent locks onto its duplicate with ‘no holds barred.’ “IT” is the honing apparatus of delirious pleasure sought and fulfilled in sacred union.
There’s an ongoing debate with chemists as to whether scent is triggered by receptors or vibrations. {Another lengthy article of discussion for another time} Either way, the point remains: certain fragrances work specifically for you and only YOU! Imagine walking into a Bakery where several different delicious aromas linger in the air. Notice how you immediately are drawn to a specific scent. Nothing else will satisfy. The same exacting experience happens when you meet a designated person on your path. Although you may not immediately become aware of it; the innate scent of that individual grabs your ‘gut level’ attention, filtering and eliciting uncontrollable emotions. You can’t get him/her out of your mind. A deliberate act of the Divine in operation using a distinctive fragrance to attract or repel.
Preferred scent is something incredibly difficult to explain or comprehend. Bottom LINE: You are able to detect, without a moment’s hesitation, a fragrance you love or despise. You just know! It’s generative passion at work. Sort of magical, I guess. Anyway, enhancing, enlivening, and accentuating our natural scent encourages an overall sense of well-being. [A Plugged in feeling, unresponsive to anything else]. Remember and never forget: WE ARE PLEASURE SEEKING CREATURES. We feel better (pleasure-full) about ourselves when we know we smell good {desirable}. Here’s the deal for real: smell great, feel good, travel far, stay late.
We all possess a certain celestial flavor! My flavor is not your flavor nor can it be duplicated by you or anyone else. Its called being ‘tuned in’ and ‘turned on.’ Yes, it’s sexually sensual in nature because we are designed that way. But, more than that, it’s spiritual in premise. Sexuality is the highest form of spirituality available to mankind, remember? We start at the lowest rung of the ladder (whatever interests us) and proceed upwards. All creativity is sexual in expression. Art, music, drama, and the written word, most especially. We possess instinctual sensual drives that are geared to gravitate to the necessary experiences we need. We start by being attracted to someone or something. We like the “smell” of it because we generated the erotic mating scent to begin with.
Of course, it also has to do with us procreating the Earth but, nonetheless, the divine subliminal urge encompasses far more than meets the eyes and nose, so to speak. Sacred scent, perfume of the gods, instilled in us prompts us to act for our soul’s experience (assignment). We, as human beings, are propelled to discover who we are, what we want, and for what purpose we inhabit the planet. Without instinctual sexual appeal, little would be accomplished on the journey towards self-evolvement, self-actualization or self-fulfillment.
Each person expresses his/her divine will in various ways but all imbued sexual energy is released in music, drama, art the written and spoken word through intercourse with it. No, you do not have to be viewed as an artist {which, in fact, you are} or musician or actor, or author. Every conscious or unconscious stroke you make with your arms, legs, hands, head, feet or body exemplifies the artistic display of your unique divine sexual energy. Every word you utter screams in full animation the sensual tones of divine sexual scented expression.
There’s no way to get away from it: you are the walking embodiment of fragrant god humanly expressed. This sacred fragrant energy, of which we all possess, never ages or diminishes. It remains constant and vibrantly aromatically youthful throughout our entire life. To deny its fullest erotic expression of creative activity causes us all sorts of problems. (Physical and mental) People tend to barricade sexual energy in the most limited of forms. They usually define it as ‘making love’ which of course it is. However, sex does not begin in the bedroom. It begins with a sacred whiff. It travels wide and far! In every encounter imaginable. You are expressing and using sweet-smelling sexual energy. How can it possibly be a separate part of you? If you smile, it’s there. If you raise your voice, it’s there. If you consume a delicious meal, it’s there. When you actively engage in your chosen field of work, it’s there. When you read a book, it’s there. When you view a flower, look at a sunset, tell someone you care, it’s there. When you work on a problem to solve, it’s there. The Divine Scent precedes you and sustains you.
It rules you and everything you do because it is none other than the unmistakable omnificent Divine Creative scented force {Ineffable Gratifying Sacred Sensual Sexual Perfume) of the universe. Nothing exists without it. Nothing. You move, breathe and have your being in it. There is no doubt that it “Sex Instinct” has been distorted, twisted, deformed, disfigured, sublimated, subverted and denied but it is still there strong and pure, innocent. If the words: “Make love to God and to life” causes you to flinch, maybe you need to broaden your horizons and expand your mind’s parameters concerning this delightful perfumed divine sacred energy.
To live reverently involves passion. In order to evoke passion, you must recognize and embrace your own divine expression of god’s magnificent fragrant energy flowing through you. Don’t be afraid of it’s multi-fashioned multi-colored splendor. The smell of God paves the way for you in your daily walk. This awe-inspiring life giving sensually erotic power remains true in you while you are busily resisting, rebelling, defending, or justifying its immobile expression. It pulsates patiently and unceasingly in you while the rest of your pitiful unexpressed creative life corrodes away. Arise, awake, arouse the animally aromatic SUPREME WILL to guide your feet in unutterable pleasure divine. Appreciate its lofty sweet-smelling intoxicating domain. Turn up the powerfully erotic fragrance and be filled to capacity with the unquenchable sublime.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Face of Denial
Face of Denial
The deliberate act of ridding anger, depression, sadness by 'uncaging' oneself and the other from the emotional baggage/residue that binds and restricts true free flowing artistic expression.
http://www.associatedcontent.comarticle/1591556/face_of_denial.html
Face of DenialThe deliberate act of ridding anger, depression, sadness by 'uncaging' oneself and the other from the emotional baggage/residue that binds and restricts true free flowing artistic expression.
http://www.associatedcontent.comarticle/1591556/face_of_denial.html
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
It's All In Your Mind
"It's All in Your Mind"
Whatever weighs heavy on your mind will also register itself in the body. In order to be free flowing and sexually attractive,, one must 'lighten up' on left-over memories. Get into the newness of the moment. Release the past; it has released you.
http://www.associatedcontent.comarticle/1581360/its_all_in_your_mind.html
"It's All in Your Mind"Whatever weighs heavy on your mind will also register itself in the body. In order to be free flowing and sexually attractive,, one must 'lighten up' on left-over memories. Get into the newness of the moment. Release the past; it has released you.
http://www.associatedcontent.comarticle/1581360/its_all_in_your_mind.html
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
The Beauty of Water
The Beauty of Water
The many faces of water
http://www.associatedcontent.comslideshow/13094/the_beauty_of_water.html
The many faces of water
http://www.associatedcontent.comslideshow/13094/the_beauty_of_water.html
Monday, March 2, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Deep Inside My Mind (Original song)
Deep Inside My Mind
Deep Inside My Mind is where I keep you!
http://www.associatedcontent.comaudio/6881/deep_inside_my_mind.html
Deep Inside My Mind is where I keep you!
http://www.associatedcontent.comaudio/6881/deep_inside_my_mind.html
Friday, February 20, 2009
Paula Andrea's Art Work
Paula Andrea's Art
Original art work
http://www.associatedcontent.comslideshow/12374/paula_andreas_art.html
Original art work
http://www.associatedcontent.comslideshow/12374/paula_andreas_art.html
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Paula's Original Art Work
Paula Andrea's Art
Original art work
http://www.associatedcontent.comslideshow/12374/paula_andreas_art.html
Original art work
http://www.associatedcontent.comslideshow/12374/paula_andreas_art.html
Sunday, February 15, 2009
CosmicTherapy Shows
Watch Cosmic Therapy with host Paula Andrea Pyle live and in motion!
http://www.youtube.com/PAN1952
http://www.youtube.com/PAN1952
Friday, February 13, 2009
Hurt Me One More Time Music Video
Original music video produced, sung, performed and written by Paula Andrea Pyle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFwNurZUWrY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFwNurZUWrY
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Original Music by Paula Andrea Pyle
Original songs written, produced and sung by Paula Andrea Pyle http://www.iheartmusic.com/new2/artists/i/222078.html
Is That You? Who?
{Recognizing the Stirring of Sacred Passion}
Something inexplicable is stirring in the deepest cavern of your soul; undeniably, you detect its haunting movement. You've tried explaining it away with all sorts of rational inner monologues, but nothing quiets the rumbling sounds of discontent. You look in the mirror and see what appears to be 'the same familiar face' staring back at you, yet you pause, not altogether certain and question IF in fact THAT person in the mirror (who is determined to stay) is really you. You may go a wee bit further when you're so inclined to take the extra few moments it requires, to delve a little deeper in philosophically expressed wonderment. "Who are you? Who are you really and what do you want? When was the exact point you decided to take up residency in my body? I stare at you peering back at me with that hint of sarcasm in your refrain and I demand that you tell me how I can expose your genuine intent." Up until this point, you've been able to maintain a 'passable' facade by modifying whatever unpleasant emotions you may have felt, denying the ones that bothered you the most while all the time, hiding the rest. But, now, the well-known worn out old tactics you held in reserve no longer work. You find yourself more impatient and less tolerant. It's not that you want to be unpleasant and less amicable; you simply can't muster up the phoniness to pull it off as easily. Nothing spectacular has happened to bring on these disturbing sensations, you just can't force yourself to feel like you did at one time. Of course, you could invent convenient fictitious reasons to explain why you are not the same and point to some fickle inconsequential little thing that caused the change, but in reality you KNOW perfectly well that person, event, situation, occurrence had nothing to do with your 'absence of feeling.' You tell yourself, "I'd like to, I really would," but you know it's a lie. "Why can't I be satisfied? Why can't I leave well enough alone? Why do I have to cause such a scene? Am I really that dissatisfied and selfish ?" You repeat these words over and over but the obscure intent doesn't budge. You supposedly have everything you want or at least as close to it for the time being but THAT doesn't seem to make much difference, either. You feel as if something in you has definitely changed or maybe in your partner; you really don't know for sure. All you know is you don't like it. People don't change; seasons do. Your season has changed; it's as simple as that.You, as an eagerly evolving entity, (human being) have moved on into the next phase of your life. Though nothing appears any different in your exterior world THAT is not where the seasons change. It's an inside job! You are experiencing the soil of new growth where plentiful fortuitous offshoots of imaginative activity are beginning to forge their way into the light. These young tender shoots have been hidden, locked away and preserved underground in the cold, dark, moist soil for many years germinating in the maturation process. For this period, in particular, these so-called fragile plants were the repressed gifts and talents that have lain dormant waiting to be released in full power and unmistakable glory. Their ineffable nature is no less than unspeakable works of immense beauty and splendor resulting from the art, music and drama concealed within you. These indestructible gifts are immeasurably linked together with an 'avenue of expression' you have not "appropriately pursued". This unexpected venue of artistic expression is staring you right smack dab in the face but in an unusually surprising interesting way. The door is usually marked, "Enter at thy own risk" but if you do, don't be dismayed when you end up embarrassed, humiliated, ridiculed or abhorred and first of all misunderstood. {Furthermore, the people who are the closest to you will not comprehend your actions, at all.} It matters not; you must follow the inner call of your soul no matter how absurd it seems to you and others. Whether you realize it or not, in total silence (in the privacy of your mind) have you been honing your individualized sacred craft, {such as Daniel purposed in his heart} researching and writing: through reading, experiencing 'hands on' in all levels of flavorful experimental activities, {why else do you think you did some of the things you did} testing the waters until at such time you would be ready to practically and meaningfully apply what you've learned. Your creative ideas have been finely tuned and honed in such a way that the final results are nothing short of mind blowing. {Though certainly no one would believe you IF you chose to tell them}. In fact, you even doubt yourself and your adept ability to orchestrate these undisclosed ideas. Original, inventive, pioneering, innovative and unique, you, as a master of divine essence have lived every hour with these unmanifested dreams breathing life into them as the vital essence of your being. You will manifest what you carry inside of you! You can do nothing else.Why did it take such a long time to come to this realization? Everything in your life points to the fact that for this interim of time you have been in the need of and process of some serious healing. A total voluntary (mental)and partial involuntary (emotional) with (resistant) physical cleansing of the contamination that you have necessarily picked up from living on the earth involved with a negative mix of carry over karma: {for lack of better more definitive term}, mental, physical, verbal, financial, and sexual abuse. Because you were so determined to 'wipe the slate clean' you were unwavering in your mind's choice never to cheat or to run out on your obligations and personal duty. {Even in those times when it seemed you quit, you DID NOT relinquish the objective.} By doing so, you have arrived at the place of being freed from the season of bound up consciousness. In other words, you are finally ready to let go! You have come to that place in your life when you are beginning to understand and appreciate that everything that has ever happened to you happened for divine reasons. Your life could not have been one single solitary iota different. It was all necessary. Accept it! All of it. Not one little aspect could have been left out in order to have brought you to this most marvelous place of a new day dawning.You needed each and every experience to occur in exactly and precisely the manner they took place, with no exceptions. {Especially the ones that seemed to hurt you the most!} That is exactly why you are wrestling with the sensations that are stirring deep in your gut, now. These remarkably delightful pleasurous wandering sensations are the Divine PASSION in you at work. Yes, they are unmistakably deeply erotic in description. Nothing on the outside of you can remotely touch its burning flavor of rapture!!! For sexuality is highest form of spirituality known to man. {Creative Force} You are communing with the sacred 'in you' to find and deliver your truest expression. Can this truly unifying experience do away with daily anxious confrontations and trivial anxieties? Of course, not. NO one is exempt from having to experience the daily menu of problems, tribulations, gnawing fears, frustrating complications and bothersome irritations; the difference is you are no longer identified with them. You are not attached to the outcome any longer. "You're in the world but not of it." Now, is the time for you to step forth. Drop that which you know you must (distractions) to do the only thing that brings ultimate bliss for you. You know how to do it. The HOW is wrapped up the WHO.
Something inexplicable is stirring in the deepest cavern of your soul; undeniably, you detect its haunting movement. You've tried explaining it away with all sorts of rational inner monologues, but nothing quiets the rumbling sounds of discontent. You look in the mirror and see what appears to be 'the same familiar face' staring back at you, yet you pause, not altogether certain and question IF in fact THAT person in the mirror (who is determined to stay) is really you. You may go a wee bit further when you're so inclined to take the extra few moments it requires, to delve a little deeper in philosophically expressed wonderment. "Who are you? Who are you really and what do you want? When was the exact point you decided to take up residency in my body? I stare at you peering back at me with that hint of sarcasm in your refrain and I demand that you tell me how I can expose your genuine intent." Up until this point, you've been able to maintain a 'passable' facade by modifying whatever unpleasant emotions you may have felt, denying the ones that bothered you the most while all the time, hiding the rest. But, now, the well-known worn out old tactics you held in reserve no longer work. You find yourself more impatient and less tolerant. It's not that you want to be unpleasant and less amicable; you simply can't muster up the phoniness to pull it off as easily. Nothing spectacular has happened to bring on these disturbing sensations, you just can't force yourself to feel like you did at one time. Of course, you could invent convenient fictitious reasons to explain why you are not the same and point to some fickle inconsequential little thing that caused the change, but in reality you KNOW perfectly well that person, event, situation, occurrence had nothing to do with your 'absence of feeling.' You tell yourself, "I'd like to, I really would," but you know it's a lie. "Why can't I be satisfied? Why can't I leave well enough alone? Why do I have to cause such a scene? Am I really that dissatisfied and selfish ?" You repeat these words over and over but the obscure intent doesn't budge. You supposedly have everything you want or at least as close to it for the time being but THAT doesn't seem to make much difference, either. You feel as if something in you has definitely changed or maybe in your partner; you really don't know for sure. All you know is you don't like it. People don't change; seasons do. Your season has changed; it's as simple as that.You, as an eagerly evolving entity, (human being) have moved on into the next phase of your life. Though nothing appears any different in your exterior world THAT is not where the seasons change. It's an inside job! You are experiencing the soil of new growth where plentiful fortuitous offshoots of imaginative activity are beginning to forge their way into the light. These young tender shoots have been hidden, locked away and preserved underground in the cold, dark, moist soil for many years germinating in the maturation process. For this period, in particular, these so-called fragile plants were the repressed gifts and talents that have lain dormant waiting to be released in full power and unmistakable glory. Their ineffable nature is no less than unspeakable works of immense beauty and splendor resulting from the art, music and drama concealed within you. These indestructible gifts are immeasurably linked together with an 'avenue of expression' you have not "appropriately pursued". This unexpected venue of artistic expression is staring you right smack dab in the face but in an unusually surprising interesting way. The door is usually marked, "Enter at thy own risk" but if you do, don't be dismayed when you end up embarrassed, humiliated, ridiculed or abhorred and first of all misunderstood. {Furthermore, the people who are the closest to you will not comprehend your actions, at all.} It matters not; you must follow the inner call of your soul no matter how absurd it seems to you and others. Whether you realize it or not, in total silence (in the privacy of your mind) have you been honing your individualized sacred craft, {such as Daniel purposed in his heart} researching and writing: through reading, experiencing 'hands on' in all levels of flavorful experimental activities, {why else do you think you did some of the things you did} testing the waters until at such time you would be ready to practically and meaningfully apply what you've learned. Your creative ideas have been finely tuned and honed in such a way that the final results are nothing short of mind blowing. {Though certainly no one would believe you IF you chose to tell them}. In fact, you even doubt yourself and your adept ability to orchestrate these undisclosed ideas. Original, inventive, pioneering, innovative and unique, you, as a master of divine essence have lived every hour with these unmanifested dreams breathing life into them as the vital essence of your being. You will manifest what you carry inside of you! You can do nothing else.Why did it take such a long time to come to this realization? Everything in your life points to the fact that for this interim of time you have been in the need of and process of some serious healing. A total voluntary (mental)and partial involuntary (emotional) with (resistant) physical cleansing of the contamination that you have necessarily picked up from living on the earth involved with a negative mix of carry over karma: {for lack of better more definitive term}, mental, physical, verbal, financial, and sexual abuse. Because you were so determined to 'wipe the slate clean' you were unwavering in your mind's choice never to cheat or to run out on your obligations and personal duty. {Even in those times when it seemed you quit, you DID NOT relinquish the objective.} By doing so, you have arrived at the place of being freed from the season of bound up consciousness. In other words, you are finally ready to let go! You have come to that place in your life when you are beginning to understand and appreciate that everything that has ever happened to you happened for divine reasons. Your life could not have been one single solitary iota different. It was all necessary. Accept it! All of it. Not one little aspect could have been left out in order to have brought you to this most marvelous place of a new day dawning.You needed each and every experience to occur in exactly and precisely the manner they took place, with no exceptions. {Especially the ones that seemed to hurt you the most!} That is exactly why you are wrestling with the sensations that are stirring deep in your gut, now. These remarkably delightful pleasurous wandering sensations are the Divine PASSION in you at work. Yes, they are unmistakably deeply erotic in description. Nothing on the outside of you can remotely touch its burning flavor of rapture!!! For sexuality is highest form of spirituality known to man. {Creative Force} You are communing with the sacred 'in you' to find and deliver your truest expression. Can this truly unifying experience do away with daily anxious confrontations and trivial anxieties? Of course, not. NO one is exempt from having to experience the daily menu of problems, tribulations, gnawing fears, frustrating complications and bothersome irritations; the difference is you are no longer identified with them. You are not attached to the outcome any longer. "You're in the world but not of it." Now, is the time for you to step forth. Drop that which you know you must (distractions) to do the only thing that brings ultimate bliss for you. You know how to do it. The HOW is wrapped up the WHO.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Intangible Voice of Motivation
In order, for you, to connect and express YOUR Intangible Voice of Motivation, which is nothing less than your individual Soul’s Assignment, you must first want to discover the obscurely veiled talents, gifts and abilities that lie repressed in you. Then, after acknowledging and agreeing that you are ready to receive the ‘pool of work’ attached, you must also agree to volunteer the time, effort, inclination, interest and experience required to explore, expose and use these gifts for your benefit and pleasure. This will certainly involve a different, more acutely defined way of interacting with yourself, dreams, relationships, work, and environment. Second, you must need to fulfill an undeniable longing that won’t be quieted any other way and third, you must actively participate in the responsibility of the excavation of the sacred revelations revealed. Although the information will seem very personal, it is cosmic in nature, and intricately linked to everything else that exists. It is what is sometimes referred to as esoteric (hidden) information. It is written: “those who seek me diligently will find me.” No doubt, there is a Distinct Voice that governs and leads you at all times, selecting for you pertinent experiences in life without your conscious knowledge or consent. This Divine Voice has often been referred to as your conscience, soul, sub-conscience or spirit. One Revolutionary Master of old referred to it as the “HOLY Spirit’ who would guide and direct you in all truth. “IT” is abstract in nature, due to the fact of the mysterious nature in which it works. Unbeknown to you, this ‘STILL SMALL VOICE’ operates at all times without error, drawing to you those things, places, people and occurrences that will aid and challenge you in your daily walk. No rhyme or reason affects the disposition of this never changing Distinct Voice. Without relent, “IT” steadily, unwaveringly, constantly, untiringly and regularly sends you pertinent messages through all sorts of viable means. {Be they pleasant or unpleasant} Some people are able to drown out {or, at least turn down} the innate messages being delivered by turning up the volume of the presumed ‘voice of distraction’ in their present lives. However, these so called chaotic events, {though they may seem to be disconnected from the, still small voice, along with the people and circumstances that surround them} are necessary for your personal growth and evolvement and in no wise contradict your personal revered journey. No matter how much you would like to argue in defense of your present situation, you need to at least be open to the idea that everything happens for a Divine Reason of which you are totally unaware. You must come to realize that the Soul’s Voice will not be silenced for that Voice is the singular defining aspect of your life. Although, the ‘still small voice’ is always in operation, filling you with complete blessed assurance that everything is perfectly in order, you are more than likely not able to relate to, much less integrate, the relevance of the cohesive situation’s message being offered at the time. This fact is especially noted when the circumstances are either filled with heartbreaking pain, betrayal, infidelity, abandonment, confusion, despair, depression, abuse or unexpected disappointment. Other such debilitating circumstances are those labeled depravity, rejection, and/or corruption. Many bewildering things happen in the run of a day that you do not readily understand or comprehend. “That’s the nature of the beast,” or so they say. But the truth is: things happen for reasons you can’t see, appreciate or possibly understand at the moment they occur. And more often than not, you are left wondering “What does/did that mean? Why did that happen to me?”
In order to know, you will have to shift gears in your thinking and processing faculty. It’s all a matter of ‘making sense’ out of the non-linear puzzle! Yes, I said non-linear. Nothing happens in a straight line; all of life takes place zig-zaggedly. You will need to suspend the idea that you already know the outcome of any predisposed circumstance IF you are going to make any advancement in comprehension (consciousness). That sentence is worth repeating: you must eliminate the well ingrained notion that you can … “see what is going on beforehand.” You can’t. We none can. There are indisputable ways of tapping into, connecting and ‘making sense’ of those seemingly disjointed and fragmented parts of the personal ‘human’ puzzle that lay before us each hour. But, it requires patience, the greatest of all virtues. What else do you have to do? Pay Attention. You must consciously bring awareness to your everyday walk. That’s precisely what Cosmic Therapy is all about: learning how to remember to be acutely aware of yourself in your surroundings. You can not continue to jump to conclusions and automatically assume that something you may have seen or done a 1000 times before is insignificant. You can not simply dismiss an event or person as unimportant or irrelevant simply because you have grown accustomed to the face or idea. And, just as meaningful, you absolutely can not dismiss another for his/her actions simply because they are something you are not comfortable with, used to, or do not appeal to you. {Some of life’s most significant messages are brought about by so called ‘indecent’ “improper” and “shocking” messengers.} Furthermore, you can not continue to whine, moan, bitch and complain because you believe you got the short of the stick and/or how somebody did you so wrong. Boo Hoo! Everybody’s got a story, so what? That’s the quicksand. You have grown too comfortable and complacent. You have become so bored with your life that you’ve begun to invent dramatic scenarios to engage your restless mind for awhile. It only works for the short term. There is so much more taking place in you and around you that you are not able to appreciate and absorb. The Voice of your incomparable Soul, who continually, without fail, sends you tangible little reminders, promptings and inner messages for your contemplation never, sleeps. But, you must be awake enough to see, hear, feel, taste and experience the authenticity of them. These Divine messages are always the “IT” behind the apparent ‘scene in operation’; not the obvious but the what ‘else’ that’s going down. You want the Real Deal? Then get quiet, slow down, stop and observe yourself this moment. What are you feeling and where are you feeling it at? What color shirt, blouse, sweater do you have on? Take, for example: what is standing directly behind you? [Four feet, ten feet, 40 feet?] Put these items in a sequential sentence. I know it sounds ludicrous, but just do it. And, don’t forget No One possesses the insight/ability to be able to or can decipher the applicable message for you {including me}.
That’s your job. But, I will reiterate, whatever it is that surrounds you is vitally important to your individual life and interpersonal activities at this moment in time. Write them off, IF you choose to, that’s your business. But, if you are serious about connecting with the divine center in which the Intangible Voice of Motivation resides, you will have to become PRESENT in your affairs. In whatever way convenient and natural for you, start observing the things (sights, scents, sounds, sensations, and flavors) going on in and around you at all times. You possess a divine intent that responds very well to games. The more entertaining, the better it responds.
It’s all about sheer pleasure. What are you passionate about? What truly interests you? Not for what you get from it but simply because you enjoy doing it? Use your life as a game in the way much like a personality-awakening artistic experiment. Without giving conscious thought, preference or notable reason, check the position and temperature of your feet. What kind of shoes do you have on? Where did you purchase them? Why? What was going on that day with you? IF, you follow this through faithfully, an esoteric message pertinent to you at this VERY instant will be immediately revealed. You, nor I, have any logical explanation as to why or how these things work. Have fun with it! You decide what objects to select for observation at any given time. That’s all part of the fantastic mystery of your particular Soul speaking directly to you in some way beyond my intellectual capacity to speculate. You may respond by saying, “I’ll choose things I like because that’s just how I am. And, I’m so lazy, I won’t keep it up.” OKAY but, that’s NOT the real motivating factor behind your decision, at all. Nor is it the point! The point is for you to simply select at random any item of interest, at any time IT occurs to you, no matter what you think the reason to be for your choice or occasion. Don’t force yourself to try to dissect and analyze the ‘supposed’ reason for your selection. Simply allow {by giving enough space in your preconceived thoughts} for the blatant realization to surface. In time, you will be able to discover and revel in the marvel of how ALL things are interrelated and connected. So, now it’s up to you. Have a blast with it! It’s a cosmic kind of therapy; entertaining, enlightening and fun, too.
In order to know, you will have to shift gears in your thinking and processing faculty. It’s all a matter of ‘making sense’ out of the non-linear puzzle! Yes, I said non-linear. Nothing happens in a straight line; all of life takes place zig-zaggedly. You will need to suspend the idea that you already know the outcome of any predisposed circumstance IF you are going to make any advancement in comprehension (consciousness). That sentence is worth repeating: you must eliminate the well ingrained notion that you can … “see what is going on beforehand.” You can’t. We none can. There are indisputable ways of tapping into, connecting and ‘making sense’ of those seemingly disjointed and fragmented parts of the personal ‘human’ puzzle that lay before us each hour. But, it requires patience, the greatest of all virtues. What else do you have to do? Pay Attention. You must consciously bring awareness to your everyday walk. That’s precisely what Cosmic Therapy is all about: learning how to remember to be acutely aware of yourself in your surroundings. You can not continue to jump to conclusions and automatically assume that something you may have seen or done a 1000 times before is insignificant. You can not simply dismiss an event or person as unimportant or irrelevant simply because you have grown accustomed to the face or idea. And, just as meaningful, you absolutely can not dismiss another for his/her actions simply because they are something you are not comfortable with, used to, or do not appeal to you. {Some of life’s most significant messages are brought about by so called ‘indecent’ “improper” and “shocking” messengers.} Furthermore, you can not continue to whine, moan, bitch and complain because you believe you got the short of the stick and/or how somebody did you so wrong. Boo Hoo! Everybody’s got a story, so what? That’s the quicksand. You have grown too comfortable and complacent. You have become so bored with your life that you’ve begun to invent dramatic scenarios to engage your restless mind for awhile. It only works for the short term. There is so much more taking place in you and around you that you are not able to appreciate and absorb. The Voice of your incomparable Soul, who continually, without fail, sends you tangible little reminders, promptings and inner messages for your contemplation never, sleeps. But, you must be awake enough to see, hear, feel, taste and experience the authenticity of them. These Divine messages are always the “IT” behind the apparent ‘scene in operation’; not the obvious but the what ‘else’ that’s going down. You want the Real Deal? Then get quiet, slow down, stop and observe yourself this moment. What are you feeling and where are you feeling it at? What color shirt, blouse, sweater do you have on? Take, for example: what is standing directly behind you? [Four feet, ten feet, 40 feet?] Put these items in a sequential sentence. I know it sounds ludicrous, but just do it. And, don’t forget No One possesses the insight/ability to be able to or can decipher the applicable message for you {including me}.
That’s your job. But, I will reiterate, whatever it is that surrounds you is vitally important to your individual life and interpersonal activities at this moment in time. Write them off, IF you choose to, that’s your business. But, if you are serious about connecting with the divine center in which the Intangible Voice of Motivation resides, you will have to become PRESENT in your affairs. In whatever way convenient and natural for you, start observing the things (sights, scents, sounds, sensations, and flavors) going on in and around you at all times. You possess a divine intent that responds very well to games. The more entertaining, the better it responds.
It’s all about sheer pleasure. What are you passionate about? What truly interests you? Not for what you get from it but simply because you enjoy doing it? Use your life as a game in the way much like a personality-awakening artistic experiment. Without giving conscious thought, preference or notable reason, check the position and temperature of your feet. What kind of shoes do you have on? Where did you purchase them? Why? What was going on that day with you? IF, you follow this through faithfully, an esoteric message pertinent to you at this VERY instant will be immediately revealed. You, nor I, have any logical explanation as to why or how these things work. Have fun with it! You decide what objects to select for observation at any given time. That’s all part of the fantastic mystery of your particular Soul speaking directly to you in some way beyond my intellectual capacity to speculate. You may respond by saying, “I’ll choose things I like because that’s just how I am. And, I’m so lazy, I won’t keep it up.” OKAY but, that’s NOT the real motivating factor behind your decision, at all. Nor is it the point! The point is for you to simply select at random any item of interest, at any time IT occurs to you, no matter what you think the reason to be for your choice or occasion. Don’t force yourself to try to dissect and analyze the ‘supposed’ reason for your selection. Simply allow {by giving enough space in your preconceived thoughts} for the blatant realization to surface. In time, you will be able to discover and revel in the marvel of how ALL things are interrelated and connected. So, now it’s up to you. Have a blast with it! It’s a cosmic kind of therapy; entertaining, enlightening and fun, too.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Art: The Sacred Sexual Creative Instinct!
ART, the sexually imbued creative instinct, instilled liberally in man, is that inescapable incomprehensibly undomesticated part of our nature which allows no imitation but reminds us constantly that, "unless we find and express our natural and convenient original sacred artistic heritage, we will never be satisfied". With an incessant mocking inner voice, taunting and accusing, we try every available outer distraction and apparent entertainment to gratify but to no avail. Nothing will but sheer artistic authenticity will satisfy. We know instinctively we will not be released from the constant nagging dull headaches, restless sleepless nights and consuming crankiness until our soul's mistress is wooed, acknowledged and articulated. Her vacillating ways are unmistakably capricious, ruthless, and completely unforgivable. Her ever pervading impetuous spastic force of unconquerable ingenious surges demands the last breath of our undivided attention and every ounce of our solicitous blood's respect without recompense. She invades without warning or invitation. She wields her unyielding hypnotically embellished artistic power, injecting into our minds irresistible passion in our veins as our hands beg for expression. Willing bones in our fingers plead/weep for discharge to carry out the work as she so disinterestedly demands. Nobody's concubine: Her first name is Passion; Her last Execution. Art weaves the omnipotent emotional indulgent fiber into the deflated human being operating as the unduly masked ill-defined impetus that drives him/her mad. Elusive innate disproportionately placed motivation lulls, lures, caresses, invites, snares, beguiles, woos, pampers, intrigues, seduces and then impartially destroys what is left of the fragile pride ridden self-image. Hopelessly obsessed by her intoxicating pleasure filled fragrance, driven into realms of unimaginable ecstasy, shattered into filaments of inexpressible delight while never being able to embrace, much less tame, the torridly wild fire she ignites. We, as artists, are impoverished and embellished by her effervescent prodigality. Incapable of retaining her, we teeter on the brink of insanity hoping for a mere glance of recognition. ART selects as it will, establishes, provokes, and maintains an intoxicatingly feverish impudent game of tease, all the while (day/night) running rampant though the unfathomable recesses of our minds according to her whims and fancies. She is incapable of being coerced, subdued or spoiled. Completely unmanageable, she's subversively fickle and will not tolerate being domesticated. What she, at times, coyly allows us to imagine through her, we form into pervasive existence. Nothing lies outside the boundaries of ART. She reigns supreme. Not one invisible speck of dust is without having been penetrated {inhaled and exhaled} by artistic creation. From the ordinary to the sublime, we are all submerged in the multifaceted sensual arms of ART. Sensually caressed and mesmerizingly enveloped by her loving embrace, we sense the erotic beating of "ecstasy's exclaim', eager, willing, subdued; we silently smile submitting to soul's surrender, knowing fully she will do with us as she wills, anyway she wills.
Let us make known and celebrate the undeniable fact: all human beings are indeed, artists. No matter if you immediately agree with me or not, {as to whether you fall in this revered category} at this point, I ask to you to keep your mind open as we travel together down the path of artistic unveiling. I reiterate: You are first and foremost an artist whether you recognize this fact or not. Every move and gesture you attempt is artistic in nature. Just think about the amount of variegated variance in the personal tastes you possess. You are motivated to style your hair a certain way. You arrange your clothes in a definitely distinctive preferred selected style. You drive a specific car for reasons catered and designed to your personal taste, needs and finances. The intimate relationship you deem acceptable, places you live, the people you associate with, the job you have, the music, food and furnishings you possess were also decided upon by you according to your own individualistic artistic inclinations. You like certain colors, fabrics, styles, and designs. Others you turn away from because they are not to your liking'. Even something as simple as the coffee cup you drink out of, the toothbrush you own, the hair brush you use, represent the evidence that you are an artist. You create and preserve a certain artistic expression in all of your surroundings. You are engulfed with an array of distinct colorful ways that say as much about you as is possible barring the time, effort and money you put into it. The way you talk, write, walk, glint in your eyes, fluidness in the parting of your lips, the way you make gestures with your hands and body, the menu, the movies and instruments you enjoy represent yet again your creative nature. Whether you like animals, the outdoors, the gym, dancing, singing, drawing, building, politics, the medical field, or Criminal Justice etc.; you are constantly painting the diverse picture of your unique life.
At the same time you are building your artistic paradise, you are inundated with preconceived ideas and notions of what you suppose to be "good and bad" art. Up until this time, you may have quickly judged and condemned respectable artistic renderings in ignorance or you may, just as easily praised and worshiped certain art, believing you could never master such skillful techniques, application and demonstration. Possibly, you did not recognize or appreciate the supreme splendor of divine edification offered in the ordinary empty carton of milk, the top ripped entirely too wide, covered with pellets of borrowed squeezed ketchup tossed capsized in the bottom of a battered army green thirty gallon rubber trash can. Or the upturned rusted badly faded wheel-less red tricycle, buried nose deep on its left side puncturing the metal rod in the debris strewn yard, handlebars enwrapped under a fragmented blue plastic child's grass mildewed swimming pool. These are just a few of the basic ephemeral artistic renderings filling your creatively induced world. Discover it for yourself. Draw, paint, chisel or mold your way through the maze of your own making.
The world is occupied with hustling, bustling, rustling neglected anonymous representations of endearing artful masterpieces comprised by unknown artists. These artists depict their worlds, lives and universes through unparalleled installations, they humbly develop and produce. Some of these artists are not conscious of the merit of their work, because they are too embarrassed or insecure to display it. They have been inadvertently conditioned to believe that only certain kinds of Art make it or are worthy to be critiqued and commented upon. But true ART is never buried. It shouts its unsurpassed unappreciated or acknowledged glory in the sun for all to witness. It does it bow or cower to the vainglorious opinions of ostentatious men. It reeks of desolate attempts to say what can not be uttered any other way. ART demands our unfledged reaction and naked response. The artist willfully exploits himself so that he may convey something of value to him. Genuine ART will not be duplicated. Nor will the artist be mocked, influenced or swayed by popular opinion. Preferences and distinctions create separation. Separation births placidity in the soul. The human being may deem himself and his life worthless and meaningless because he does not recognize the brilliant effervescent artistic talent that permeates him. Everything is ART. Creation itself is ART. Not a jot or tittle is refused. Man's innermost desire is to create and express his creation. {The definition of connection and meaningful communication.} This connection is made by and through unimpeded artistic attempts. We have overlooked the abundance of ART that constitutes our lives. More importantly, we have disavowed the artists who produce the simple things; we so easily take for granted. I have heard it stated: He/she simply doesn't have an eye for accurate art'. But, pray tell me, does not one man's eye work in the same manner as another. Can he not see the sheer beauty in what is produced as compost? Elimination is the key, the key to unblocking all debilitating ideas on what composes worthy and unworthy art.
Take a second to look at the ordinary (which in fact is the extraordinary) things that interpolate our world on a daily basis. By becoming more aware of the various schemes, colors, and patterns, we choose, and reject, you may come to realize just how very artistic you really are. You may even stumble vicariously into that part of yourself which lies repressed, waiting for excavation; liberated expression. Construct your personal way/method of excavation into the deepest parts of your concealed soul so that you may reveal to yourself definite hidden artistic truths. {Embarrassment usually bars the door.} Just like a seed planted in the ground: what has been concealed must by universal law be revealed.
Let us make known and celebrate the undeniable fact: all human beings are indeed, artists. No matter if you immediately agree with me or not, {as to whether you fall in this revered category} at this point, I ask to you to keep your mind open as we travel together down the path of artistic unveiling. I reiterate: You are first and foremost an artist whether you recognize this fact or not. Every move and gesture you attempt is artistic in nature. Just think about the amount of variegated variance in the personal tastes you possess. You are motivated to style your hair a certain way. You arrange your clothes in a definitely distinctive preferred selected style. You drive a specific car for reasons catered and designed to your personal taste, needs and finances. The intimate relationship you deem acceptable, places you live, the people you associate with, the job you have, the music, food and furnishings you possess were also decided upon by you according to your own individualistic artistic inclinations. You like certain colors, fabrics, styles, and designs. Others you turn away from because they are not to your liking'. Even something as simple as the coffee cup you drink out of, the toothbrush you own, the hair brush you use, represent the evidence that you are an artist. You create and preserve a certain artistic expression in all of your surroundings. You are engulfed with an array of distinct colorful ways that say as much about you as is possible barring the time, effort and money you put into it. The way you talk, write, walk, glint in your eyes, fluidness in the parting of your lips, the way you make gestures with your hands and body, the menu, the movies and instruments you enjoy represent yet again your creative nature. Whether you like animals, the outdoors, the gym, dancing, singing, drawing, building, politics, the medical field, or Criminal Justice etc.; you are constantly painting the diverse picture of your unique life.
At the same time you are building your artistic paradise, you are inundated with preconceived ideas and notions of what you suppose to be "good and bad" art. Up until this time, you may have quickly judged and condemned respectable artistic renderings in ignorance or you may, just as easily praised and worshiped certain art, believing you could never master such skillful techniques, application and demonstration. Possibly, you did not recognize or appreciate the supreme splendor of divine edification offered in the ordinary empty carton of milk, the top ripped entirely too wide, covered with pellets of borrowed squeezed ketchup tossed capsized in the bottom of a battered army green thirty gallon rubber trash can. Or the upturned rusted badly faded wheel-less red tricycle, buried nose deep on its left side puncturing the metal rod in the debris strewn yard, handlebars enwrapped under a fragmented blue plastic child's grass mildewed swimming pool. These are just a few of the basic ephemeral artistic renderings filling your creatively induced world. Discover it for yourself. Draw, paint, chisel or mold your way through the maze of your own making.
The world is occupied with hustling, bustling, rustling neglected anonymous representations of endearing artful masterpieces comprised by unknown artists. These artists depict their worlds, lives and universes through unparalleled installations, they humbly develop and produce. Some of these artists are not conscious of the merit of their work, because they are too embarrassed or insecure to display it. They have been inadvertently conditioned to believe that only certain kinds of Art make it or are worthy to be critiqued and commented upon. But true ART is never buried. It shouts its unsurpassed unappreciated or acknowledged glory in the sun for all to witness. It does it bow or cower to the vainglorious opinions of ostentatious men. It reeks of desolate attempts to say what can not be uttered any other way. ART demands our unfledged reaction and naked response. The artist willfully exploits himself so that he may convey something of value to him. Genuine ART will not be duplicated. Nor will the artist be mocked, influenced or swayed by popular opinion. Preferences and distinctions create separation. Separation births placidity in the soul. The human being may deem himself and his life worthless and meaningless because he does not recognize the brilliant effervescent artistic talent that permeates him. Everything is ART. Creation itself is ART. Not a jot or tittle is refused. Man's innermost desire is to create and express his creation. {The definition of connection and meaningful communication.} This connection is made by and through unimpeded artistic attempts. We have overlooked the abundance of ART that constitutes our lives. More importantly, we have disavowed the artists who produce the simple things; we so easily take for granted. I have heard it stated: He/she simply doesn't have an eye for accurate art'. But, pray tell me, does not one man's eye work in the same manner as another. Can he not see the sheer beauty in what is produced as compost? Elimination is the key, the key to unblocking all debilitating ideas on what composes worthy and unworthy art.
Take a second to look at the ordinary (which in fact is the extraordinary) things that interpolate our world on a daily basis. By becoming more aware of the various schemes, colors, and patterns, we choose, and reject, you may come to realize just how very artistic you really are. You may even stumble vicariously into that part of yourself which lies repressed, waiting for excavation; liberated expression. Construct your personal way/method of excavation into the deepest parts of your concealed soul so that you may reveal to yourself definite hidden artistic truths. {Embarrassment usually bars the door.} Just like a seed planted in the ground: what has been concealed must by universal law be revealed.
You Are My Only Love
You Are My Only Love
You are my only love,
The one I live and breathe for,
If I didn't have you in my world,
I don't think I could make it one day more.
Verse: On the day we met, I felt such a thrill
My mind exploded, my heart stood still
When you looked at me in that sexy way
I know I'll never recover from that sweet day
Verse: I remember all the happy times we've known
When you're not here I just sit and moan
How can it be I'm such a lucky guy
Sometimes I laugh so hard it makes me cry
Verse: People talk about all the things they want
But I don't need a thing drinking from your font
I'm so high on life because you love me
Life don't get no better than this actually
Bridge: I'll never do you wrong, girl
It ain't written in the stars
Our love is like a spaceship
Let me fly you up to mars
Tag: No if I didn't have you in my world
I don't think I could make it one day more
http://www.associatedcontent.comaudio/6654/you_are_my_only_love.html
You are my only love,
The one I live and breathe for,
If I didn't have you in my world,
I don't think I could make it one day more.
Verse: On the day we met, I felt such a thrill
My mind exploded, my heart stood still
When you looked at me in that sexy way
I know I'll never recover from that sweet day
Verse: I remember all the happy times we've known
When you're not here I just sit and moan
How can it be I'm such a lucky guy
Sometimes I laugh so hard it makes me cry
Verse: People talk about all the things they want
But I don't need a thing drinking from your font
I'm so high on life because you love me
Life don't get no better than this actually
Bridge: I'll never do you wrong, girl
It ain't written in the stars
Our love is like a spaceship
Let me fly you up to mars
Tag: No if I didn't have you in my world
I don't think I could make it one day more
http://www.associatedcontent.comaudio/6654/you_are_my_only_love.html
Can't Teach Those that Need to Be Taught
"Can't Teach Those that Need to Be Taught"
Each person, born with indestructible entertaining artistic gifts, is charged with the revered responsibility of using them for a specifically designed cosmic destiny of worthwhile merit.
http://www.associatedcontent.comarticle/1415360/cant_teach_those_that_need_to_be_taught.html
Each person, born with indestructible entertaining artistic gifts, is charged with the revered responsibility of using them for a specifically designed cosmic destiny of worthwhile merit.
http://www.associatedcontent.comarticle/1415360/cant_teach_those_that_need_to_be_taught.html
Can't Teach Those that Need to Be Taught
"Can't Teach Those that Need to Be Taught"
Each person, born with indestructible entertaining artistic gifts, is charged with the revered responsibility of using them for a specifically designed cosmic destiny of worthwhile merit.
http://www.associatedcontent.comarticle/1415360/cant_teach_those_that_need_to_be_taught.html
Each person, born with indestructible entertaining artistic gifts, is charged with the revered responsibility of using them for a specifically designed cosmic destiny of worthwhile merit.
http://www.associatedcontent.comarticle/1415360/cant_teach_those_that_need_to_be_taught.html
Friday, February 6, 2009
You Are My Only Love
Love song submitted for Valentine's Day to Associated Content, accepted and published! Great!! Give it a listen!!! Thanks!http://www.associatedcontent.com/audio/6654/you_are_my_only_love.html?cat=33
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Don't Let Your Eyes Betray You
In another dimension of the parallel universe, we may be supplied with the perplexing answers we so earnestly seek the instant we need them. Or, we might not stumble when we doubt ourselves or the outcome of our actions when attempting to accomplish various highly sought after goals and aspirations. We certainly would never be in a ‘financial bind’ nor be worried sick over bills, unexpected expenses, or ‘having the money’ should we need it for ourselves or our loved ones in cases of emergency. We would be more actively and intimately involved with the ones we say we love, “MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD”. And, they would reciprocate by tenderly showing these adoring and supporting emotions at THE times when it definitely mattered the most. We would never be frightened, depressed or paranoid regarding our inadequacies and shortcomings. We wouldn’t feel pressured by the need to compete or compare, nor would we entertain thoughts of jealousy or envy of another’s good fortune, looks, bank account, status or intelligence. We absolutely wouldn’t walk around mad with a huge chip on our shoulders ‘mulling’ and ‘fuming’ over and over in minds all the times we feel we’ve been cheated, lied to, betrayed, done wrong or got the short end of the stick. No amount of negativity would be able to enter our minds at any level, especially thoughts of being undervalued and overlooked. We would always be assured that we were appreciated, respected and acknowledged for the unique talents we possess. Self pity would never be able to find a comfortable spot in our lives re-enforcing the incessant qualm: “you aint good enough”, “you’ve never been good enough” and “you won’t ever be good enough.” The notion that only the rich get richer and the poor get poorer would not exist. The idea of how beautiful, strong, intelligent or funny we were would never even enter our self-confident and self-assured minds. And, finally we would be so deliriously happy, spiritually enriched, physically fulfilled, sexually stimulated, mentally contented, financially productive, emotionally elevated, excited to be alive, filled with an abundance of enthusiasm to live each day to the “MAX” doing only those things that we were truly and genuinely passionate about, bombarded with as much beauty, charisma, talent, gifts, intelligence, wit, humor and rewarding potential as we could possibly display be in whatever sensual, artistic and creative pursuits we so desired. Oh YEAH!!! Wouldn’t that be the life?
Well, guess what??? It is life. The one and only life that exists! And, if you are not experiencing this spontaneous passionate interactive rewarding receptively invigorating ‘give and take’ accomplished type of reality, then, even though, you may be breathing in enough air to stay alive, you are technically asleep {DEAD, maybe; even mummified}. You are literally walking around with your eyes open but incapable of seeing what’s actually taking place in the world you’re supposedly living in. You are on automatic pilot! You have become so accustomed to your surroundings and the people who inhabit your personal space that you don’t perceive them or the triumphant parts they play in the ‘story’ of your individual life. {Including, those who seem to hurt you the MOST!} Actually, what you have done, through no fault of your own, of course [you didn’t know any better] is to have created a story that is completely false in every sense of the word and because you continue to feed and fuel it, YOU believe it’s real! You honestly believe that nothing is going to change for you. You walk around in the dumps, complaining endlessly. You criticize every little thing. You’re not the least bit grateful for the small things (insignificant, to you) that are so vitally important in your magical world. MAGICAL? Yes, I did use the word magical. [Life is nothing short of magical.] The insignificant things, I am referring to are wrapped in the disguise of the disgusting, ugly, mean, hurtful, improper, deceiving, lying, disrespectful, and discourteous. Don’t let your eyes betray you. Look a little deeper. What’s really going on in your mirrored world?
You jump to conclusions far too quickly. You assign certain roles of position in either importance/significance or unimportance/insignificance and then base EVERYTHING on a predetermined memory without further exploration or investigation. You allow for no growth or error. In other words, you label EVERYTHING in your universe on various familiar levels of predetermined FIXED meaning. You interpret and analyze and discredit or exalt EVERTHING (on that basis of distorted memory built upon an emotionally biased subjective frame of reference). Because you consciously choose to ‘see the previously recorded picture’ of the person without engaging yourself presently with him/her, you never truly experience the genuine event or human being. What does that invoke? An ongoing sickening saga {soap opera} filled life of restlessness, boredom, dissatisfaction, defensiveness, critical mindset, disinterest, depression, lethargy, coupled with the undeniable unrelenting sense of foreshadowed misery that keeps you in a perpetual state of indifference declaring: “What the hell does it matter anyway?” And “Who cares?” Believe me. It matters. It’s your life we’re talking about! What you need is a new and unadulterated vision. There’s no doubt you’d like to change the way you feel and see things. You just don’t know how to go about it. Right? You want to have a clear vision without EVERYTHING being filtered through your ‘tangled up mind’ view. You realize you feel like a stranger in a strange land,; looking in the mirror asking yourself , “Who are you and how did you get into my life?”
The reason that people and events are like strangers to you is because YOU are a stranger to yourself. Yes. I said YOU are a stranger to yourself. YOU DON’T REALLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND EVEN IF YOU DID, YOU WOULDN’T RECOGNIZE IT BECAUSE YOU AUTOMATTICALLY ASSUME YOU know WHAT SOMETHING IS BEFORE IT HAS AN OPPORTUNITY TO REVEAL ITSELF TO YOU. You decided somewhere along the way that you are aware of your actions, thoughts and words. Which in fact, you are not. Remember? I told you: You are asleep. Is a sleeping person aware of anything? The fact is: you are not paying attention to the still small voice inside you that waits patiently for you to recognize and respond. I’m not talking religion. I’m talking your authentic voice you so cleverly shut down years ago when it interfered with your plans of instant gratification. Your eyes became fixed on the outside. You started to believe what you saw instead of what you knew to be true for you. You have too many voices living inside your head {other people’s opinions} vying for your attention. Your eyes are constantly looking at the apparent situation you are currently engaged in while measuring it for appropriate and worthwhile merit. The problem is: you are measuring with inaccurate measuring devices. Your tools are defunct! You are looking at a camel and calling it a rooster. You don’t know the difference because your sight is too emotionally colored. When you’ve already established unwavering negative or blissful guidelines, it’s hard to see anything but what you choose to. “You’ve already made up your mind: you KNOW what color red is and nobody aint gonna tell you any different.” The problem is: there are countless multifarious shades of red, tints, of red, hues of red ….Guess what? YOU really don’t want to change your mind much less your circumstances. That’s right. You’ve grown so comfortable in your misery and depression that any other possibility of living life scares the hell out of you. So, why are you whining and complaining? It’s automatic, I told. You’re on automatic pilot. “But, Paula Andrea,” you may ask, “IF what you are saying is really true, how do I go about altering my vision, re-creating my surroundings, re-setting my barometer of choice, re-selecting another lens for better focus?” It all begins with a declaration of intent that you acknowledge clearly and purposefully that your confinement is your release. “What??? Are you out of your mind?” I thought you were going to show me the way out. I am. The only way out is in. The only way to see is to shut your eyes and mouth! Put a muzzle on it. The only way to have a potently instructive vision is to experience the opposite as truth. Stop. Observe yourself. See how much of your present life is being lived in a zombie state.
The reason your eyes are clouded over is because you really don’t want to expose yourself to the unlimited possibilities that exist right where your feet are planted. It’s impossible, you say. You tremble at the thought that to take a peak, (an improbable chance) or to believe that another layer of reality does exit for you in the midst of what you perceive as a hopeless domain would be more than you could handle. But, what if the circumstances which “LOOK SO BARREN AND UNPRODUCTIVE” are hiding the genuine keys that can and will fulfill all of your wildest and most exotic/erotic dreams? ‘Not a chance’, you say. That’s only your fear talking again. It’s letting you know, once more, how gravely disappointed in, for and with yourself you will be when it doesn’t happen for you. So, you dare not hope. Instead you continue to walk around half-blind living the life of a disconnected phoney. But, I declare to you with EVERTHING that exists in this dimension of time and space that there is no such thing as HOPE. Hope implies DOUBT. Forget hope. Don’t ask permission; just do it! Wake up!!! There is something else going on, and you should know what that something is. It is going deep inside of you. However, it requires a keen observation of watching yourself as you would study a goldfish in a tank. Not for condemnation but for relaxing surprising information. How? Over and over, repeat where your feet are currently standing and state precisely exactly what it is you are doing. Don’t say yes when you normally would. Say no. Remove the hesitations and pauses in your conversations. Say the one thing you’d never say outloud to the one person you think who would be the most disturbed by your saying it. Laugh for no reason in front of others, then, or watch yourself as you respond to their reactions. Don’t ask who’s on the phone IF it’s not for you. Don’t ask: “How is so and so?” Go find out for yourself or drop the question, altogether. Stop pretending to care about something or someone when you don’t. That’s when GENUNIE caring begins!!! And, finally stop condemning or praising yourself. Move along. You’re only sleepwalking, remember? Observing yourself, your world and the people in it takes an enormous amount of work, commitment and focus but it’s so much fun. One day, you’ll surprise yourself and WAKE UP. Then, what do you do? Ahhh…that’s another juicy topic altogether.
Well, guess what??? It is life. The one and only life that exists! And, if you are not experiencing this spontaneous passionate interactive rewarding receptively invigorating ‘give and take’ accomplished type of reality, then, even though, you may be breathing in enough air to stay alive, you are technically asleep {DEAD, maybe; even mummified}. You are literally walking around with your eyes open but incapable of seeing what’s actually taking place in the world you’re supposedly living in. You are on automatic pilot! You have become so accustomed to your surroundings and the people who inhabit your personal space that you don’t perceive them or the triumphant parts they play in the ‘story’ of your individual life. {Including, those who seem to hurt you the MOST!} Actually, what you have done, through no fault of your own, of course [you didn’t know any better] is to have created a story that is completely false in every sense of the word and because you continue to feed and fuel it, YOU believe it’s real! You honestly believe that nothing is going to change for you. You walk around in the dumps, complaining endlessly. You criticize every little thing. You’re not the least bit grateful for the small things (insignificant, to you) that are so vitally important in your magical world. MAGICAL? Yes, I did use the word magical. [Life is nothing short of magical.] The insignificant things, I am referring to are wrapped in the disguise of the disgusting, ugly, mean, hurtful, improper, deceiving, lying, disrespectful, and discourteous. Don’t let your eyes betray you. Look a little deeper. What’s really going on in your mirrored world?
You jump to conclusions far too quickly. You assign certain roles of position in either importance/significance or unimportance/insignificance and then base EVERYTHING on a predetermined memory without further exploration or investigation. You allow for no growth or error. In other words, you label EVERYTHING in your universe on various familiar levels of predetermined FIXED meaning. You interpret and analyze and discredit or exalt EVERTHING (on that basis of distorted memory built upon an emotionally biased subjective frame of reference). Because you consciously choose to ‘see the previously recorded picture’ of the person without engaging yourself presently with him/her, you never truly experience the genuine event or human being. What does that invoke? An ongoing sickening saga {soap opera} filled life of restlessness, boredom, dissatisfaction, defensiveness, critical mindset, disinterest, depression, lethargy, coupled with the undeniable unrelenting sense of foreshadowed misery that keeps you in a perpetual state of indifference declaring: “What the hell does it matter anyway?” And “Who cares?” Believe me. It matters. It’s your life we’re talking about! What you need is a new and unadulterated vision. There’s no doubt you’d like to change the way you feel and see things. You just don’t know how to go about it. Right? You want to have a clear vision without EVERYTHING being filtered through your ‘tangled up mind’ view. You realize you feel like a stranger in a strange land,; looking in the mirror asking yourself , “Who are you and how did you get into my life?”
The reason that people and events are like strangers to you is because YOU are a stranger to yourself. Yes. I said YOU are a stranger to yourself. YOU DON’T REALLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND EVEN IF YOU DID, YOU WOULDN’T RECOGNIZE IT BECAUSE YOU AUTOMATTICALLY ASSUME YOU know WHAT SOMETHING IS BEFORE IT HAS AN OPPORTUNITY TO REVEAL ITSELF TO YOU. You decided somewhere along the way that you are aware of your actions, thoughts and words. Which in fact, you are not. Remember? I told you: You are asleep. Is a sleeping person aware of anything? The fact is: you are not paying attention to the still small voice inside you that waits patiently for you to recognize and respond. I’m not talking religion. I’m talking your authentic voice you so cleverly shut down years ago when it interfered with your plans of instant gratification. Your eyes became fixed on the outside. You started to believe what you saw instead of what you knew to be true for you. You have too many voices living inside your head {other people’s opinions} vying for your attention. Your eyes are constantly looking at the apparent situation you are currently engaged in while measuring it for appropriate and worthwhile merit. The problem is: you are measuring with inaccurate measuring devices. Your tools are defunct! You are looking at a camel and calling it a rooster. You don’t know the difference because your sight is too emotionally colored. When you’ve already established unwavering negative or blissful guidelines, it’s hard to see anything but what you choose to. “You’ve already made up your mind: you KNOW what color red is and nobody aint gonna tell you any different.” The problem is: there are countless multifarious shades of red, tints, of red, hues of red ….Guess what? YOU really don’t want to change your mind much less your circumstances. That’s right. You’ve grown so comfortable in your misery and depression that any other possibility of living life scares the hell out of you. So, why are you whining and complaining? It’s automatic, I told. You’re on automatic pilot. “But, Paula Andrea,” you may ask, “IF what you are saying is really true, how do I go about altering my vision, re-creating my surroundings, re-setting my barometer of choice, re-selecting another lens for better focus?” It all begins with a declaration of intent that you acknowledge clearly and purposefully that your confinement is your release. “What??? Are you out of your mind?” I thought you were going to show me the way out. I am. The only way out is in. The only way to see is to shut your eyes and mouth! Put a muzzle on it. The only way to have a potently instructive vision is to experience the opposite as truth. Stop. Observe yourself. See how much of your present life is being lived in a zombie state.
The reason your eyes are clouded over is because you really don’t want to expose yourself to the unlimited possibilities that exist right where your feet are planted. It’s impossible, you say. You tremble at the thought that to take a peak, (an improbable chance) or to believe that another layer of reality does exit for you in the midst of what you perceive as a hopeless domain would be more than you could handle. But, what if the circumstances which “LOOK SO BARREN AND UNPRODUCTIVE” are hiding the genuine keys that can and will fulfill all of your wildest and most exotic/erotic dreams? ‘Not a chance’, you say. That’s only your fear talking again. It’s letting you know, once more, how gravely disappointed in, for and with yourself you will be when it doesn’t happen for you. So, you dare not hope. Instead you continue to walk around half-blind living the life of a disconnected phoney. But, I declare to you with EVERTHING that exists in this dimension of time and space that there is no such thing as HOPE. Hope implies DOUBT. Forget hope. Don’t ask permission; just do it! Wake up!!! There is something else going on, and you should know what that something is. It is going deep inside of you. However, it requires a keen observation of watching yourself as you would study a goldfish in a tank. Not for condemnation but for relaxing surprising information. How? Over and over, repeat where your feet are currently standing and state precisely exactly what it is you are doing. Don’t say yes when you normally would. Say no. Remove the hesitations and pauses in your conversations. Say the one thing you’d never say outloud to the one person you think who would be the most disturbed by your saying it. Laugh for no reason in front of others, then, or watch yourself as you respond to their reactions. Don’t ask who’s on the phone IF it’s not for you. Don’t ask: “How is so and so?” Go find out for yourself or drop the question, altogether. Stop pretending to care about something or someone when you don’t. That’s when GENUNIE caring begins!!! And, finally stop condemning or praising yourself. Move along. You’re only sleepwalking, remember? Observing yourself, your world and the people in it takes an enormous amount of work, commitment and focus but it’s so much fun. One day, you’ll surprise yourself and WAKE UP. Then, what do you do? Ahhh…that’s another juicy topic altogether.
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